She smiled and advanced; but, his heart pounding, Calvin retreated. He
must say something reasonable, tell her that they were glad to have her
back--mustn't leave them again. She kissed him, and, his eyes shut, the
touch of her lips re-created about him the parlor of the Braleys,--the
stiffly arranged furniture with its gay plush, the varnished fretwork of
the organ, the pink glow of the lamp.
She was Hannah! The resemblance was so perfect--her cheek's turn,
her voice, sweet with a trace of petulance, her fingers--that it was
sustained in a flooding illumination through the commonplace revealing
act of supper. It was as if the eighteen years since Hannah, his Hannah,
was a reality were but momentary, the passage of the valley. His love
for her was unchanged--no, here at least, was a difference; it was
greater, keener; exactly as if during the progress of their intimacy he
had been obliged to go away from her for a while.
She accompanied Ettie to the kitchen and Calvin sat on the porch in
a gathering darkness throbbing with frogs and perfumed with drifting
locust blooms. Constellation by constellation the stars glimmered into
being. Hannah, Lucy! They mingled and in his fiber were forever one. He
gave himself up to the beauty of his passion, purified and intense from
long patience and wanting, amazed at the miracle that had brought back
everything infinitely desirable.
He forgot his age, and, preparing for the night, saw with a sense of
personal outrage his seamed countenance reflected in the mirror of the
bureau. Yet in reality he wasn't old--forty-something--still, not fifty.
He was as hard and nearly as springy as a hickory sapling. There was
a saying in which he found vast comfort--the prime, the very prime of
life.
VIII
His enormous difficulty would be to bring Lucy to the understanding
of his new--but it was the old--attitude toward her. If she had never
become completely familiar to him association had made him a solid
recognized part of her existence; if not exactly a father, an uncle at
the very least. Calvin realized that she would be profoundly shocked
by any abrupt revelation of his feeling. Yet he was for the time in no
hurry to bring about the desired change in their relationship. His
life had been so long empty that it was enough to dwell on the great
happiness of his repossession.
This, he knew, could not continue, but at present, today, it was almost
enough. Before he was aware, the summer had gone, the mountains were
sheeted in gold; and he was still dreaming, putting off the actuality
before them.
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