“What's the matter with your tending to her?” Bella demanded.
“I won't be here; not till night. I'm going to put up hay with one of
the farmers. I hear they're in a hurry and offering good money.”
Bella's expression was strange. She laughed in a forced way.
“We got to hand it to you,” Bowman admitted genially; “you're there. I
guess I'd starve before ever it would come to me to fork hay.”
Lemuel's wife added nothing; her lips twisted into a fixed smile at once
defiant and almost tremulous. Well, he was late now; he couldn't linger
to inquire into Bella's moods. Yet at the door he hesitated again to
impress on her the importance of attending the doctor's every word.
It seemed to him an hour later that he was burning up in a dry
intolerable haze of sun and hay. He awkwardly balanced heavy ragged
forkfuls, heaving them onto the mounting stack of the wagon in a paste
of sweat and dust. His eyes were filmed and his throat dry. He struggled
on in the soft unaccustomed tyranny of the grass, the glare of sun, with
his mind set on the close of day. He thought of cool shadows, of city
streets wet at night, and a swift plunge into a river where it swept
about the thrust of a wharf. He wondered what Doctor Markley would say
about Flavilla; probably the child wasn't seriously sick.
The day drew apparently into a tormenting eternity; the physical effort
he welcomed; it seemed to exhaust that devil in him which had so
nearly betrayed and ruined him forever in the morning; but the shifting
slippery hay, the fiery dust, the incandescent blaze created an inferno
in the midst of which his mind whirled with monotonous giddy images and
half-meaningless phrases spoken and re-spoken. Yet the sun was not, as
he had begun to suppose, still in the sky; it sank toward the horizon,
the violet shadows slipped out from the western hills, and Lemuel
finished his toil in a swimming gold mist. It was two miles to
Nantbrook, and disregarding his aching muscles he hurried over the
gray undulating road. The people of the village were gathered on their
commanding porches, the barkeeper at the hotel bulked in his doorway.
The lower part of Lemuel's own house was closed; no one appeared as he
mounted the insecure steps.
“Bella!” he cried in an overwhelming anxiety before he reached the hall.
There was no reply. He paused inside and called again. His voice echoed
about the bare walls; he heard a dripping from the kitchen sink; nothing
more.
“I'd better go up,” he said aloud with a curious tightening of his
throat. He progressed evenly up the stairs; suddenly a great weight
seemed to bow his shoulders; the illusion was so vivid that he actually
staggered; he was incapable of breaking from his measured progress. He
turned directly into Flavilla's room. She was there--he saw her at
once. But Bella hadn't put a fresh nightgown on her, and the sheets were
disordered and unchanged.
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