It was a danger founded on his entire ignorance of what he must combat.
He couldn't visualize it, but it never occurred to him that Hannah would
actually go away--leave him and Greenstream. No, it was a quality in
Hannah herself, a thing that had always lurked below the surface, beyond
his knowledge until now. Yet he realized that it formed a part of her
appeal, a part of her distinction over the other girls of the county.
Maybe it was because he was never in his heart absolutely certain of
her--even when she was closest to him she seemed to slip away beyond his
power to follow. His love, he acknowledged for the first time, had never
been easy or contented or happy. It had been obscure, like the night
about him now; it resembled a fire that he held in his bare hands.
Hannah's particularity, too, was allied to this strange newly-awakened
peril. In a manner it was that which had carried Phebe out of the
mountains. Now the resemblance between them was far stronger than their
difference.
There was more than a touch of all this in the girls' mother, in her
bitterness and discontent. He felt that he hated the elder as much as he
did Phebe. If the latter were a man----
He dressed with the greatest care for his next evening with Hannah.
Hosmer wore no stiffer nor whiter collar, and Calvin's necktie was a
pure gay silk. He arrived just as the moon detached itself from the
fringe of mountain peaks and the frogs started insistently. His heart
was heavy but his manner calm, determined, as he entered the Braley
kitchen. No one was there but Susan; soon however, Phebe entered in an
amazing slovenly wrapper with a lace edge turned back from her ample
throat; and Hannah followed.
Phebe made a mocking reference to the sofa in the parlor, and Hannah's
expression was distasteful; but she slowly followed Calvin into the
conventional chamber.
He made no attempt to embrace her, but said instead: “I came to fix the
day for our wedding.”
“Phebe wants me to go with her for a little first,” she replied
indirectly. “She says I can come back whenever I like.”
“Your Phebe has no say in it.” He spoke harshly. “We're honestly
promised to each other and don't need outside advice or interference.”
“Don't you go to call Phebe 'outside,'” she retorted. “She's my sister.
Perhaps it's a good thing she came when she did, and saved me from being
buried. Perhaps I'm not aiming to be married right off.”
V
Hannah was standing, a hand on the table that held the pink-shaded lamp,
and the light showed her petulant and antagonistic. A flare of anger
threatened to shut all else from Calvin's thoughts; but suddenly he was
conscious of the necessity for care--care and patience. He forced back
his justified sense of wrong.
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