Yet older people said that Aurelius had no perception of religion,
or beauty, or human suffering. Certainly he talked of these things,
as I see now, with a strange and callous-seeming familiarity, as a
poultry-farmer talks of chickens; but our elders did not explain it
when they called it in scorn artistic. I suspect it was in scorn,
though they said it was to humanise him, that they helped to get him
married to a “nice sensible” girl who never came near Abercorran House.
Like many other women, she had been used to petting him as if he were
an animal. He responded with quaint, elaborate speeches and gestures,
kneeling to speak, calling her by different invented names, but perhaps
with a mock-heroic humorous gleam. He married her, and all I know is
that he slipped away from the charming flat where the kindness of
friends had deposited them, and never reappeared in the neighbourhood
except at Abercorran House. He sent her money from time to time which
he earned as trainer to a troupe of dogs in a travelling circus, as a
waiter, as a commercial traveller of some sort. It was said that he
had been to sea. In any case, to hear him sing
“Along the plains of Mexico”
was better than sailing in any ship we had ever been in or imagined.
I am sure that he could not have improved his singing of “Along the
Plains of Mexico” by sailing from Swansea to Ilfracombe or round Cape
Horn, or by getting a heart of oak and a hand of iron. He brought
nothing back with him from his travels. He had no possessions--not a
book, not a watch, not an extra suit of clothes, not a lead pencil.
He could live on nothing, and at times, it was said, had done so. For
his hardiness was great, and habitually he ate almost nothing. Man,
God, and weather could not harm him. Of course he was sometimes put
upon, for he would not quarrel. For having treated him better than he
appeared to have expected, some people could hardly forgive themselves
until they learned to take it as creditable. One tremendous tradesman,
for instance, explained his comparative civility to Aurelius on a
trying occasion by blustering: “You never know where you are with
these Gypsies:” he came, however, to regard himself as a benefactor.
A minister of the gospel who was tricked by Aurelius’ innocence had
to fall back on accusing him of concealing his age and of being a
Welshman. Everyone thought him a foreigner.
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