In my turn I now went off wool-gathering, so that I cannot say how the
fifth day ended in the fancy of Aurelius, if you call it fancy. It
being then near the end of winter, that vision of birds set me thinking
of the nests to come. I went over in my mind the eggs taken and to be
taken by Philip and me at Lydiard Constantine. All of last year’s were
in one long box, still haunted by the cheapest scent of the village
shop. I had not troubled to arrange them; there was a confusion of
moor-hens’ and coots’ big freckled eggs with the lesser blue or white
or olive eggs, the blotted, blotched, and scrawled eggs. For a minute
they were forgotten during the recollection of a poem I had begun to
copy out, and had laid away with the eggs. It was the first poem I
had ever read and re-read for my own pleasure, and I was copying it
out in my best hand-writing, the capitals in red ink. I had got as
far as “Some mute inglorious Milton here may rest.” I tried to repeat
the verses but could not, and so I returned to the eggs. I thought
of April when we should once again butt our way through thickets of
stiff, bristling stems, through thorn and briar and bramble in the
double hedges. We should find the thrushes’ nests in a certain copse
of oak and blackthorn where the birds used hardly anything but moss,
and you could see them far off among the dark branches, which seldom
had many leaves, but were furred over with lichens. We would go to
all those little ponds shadowed by hazels close to the farms, where
there was likely to be a solitary moorhen’s home, and up into the
pollard willow which once had four starling’s eggs at the bottom of a
long narrow pocket. In all those spring days we had no conscious aim
but finding nests, and if we were not scrambling in a wood we walked
with heads lifted up to the trees, turned aside to the hedges, or bent
down to the grass or undergrowth. We were not curious about the eggs;
questions of numbers or variation in size, shape or colour, troubled
us but fitfully. Sun, rain, wind, deep mud, water over the boots and
knees, scratches to arms, legs, and face, dust in the eyes, fear of
gamekeepers and farmers, excitement, dizziness, weariness, all were
summed up by the plain or marked eggs in the scent box; they were all
that visibly remained of these things, and I valued them in the same
way and for the same reason as the athlete valued the parsley crown.
The winning of this one or that was recalled with regret, sometimes
that I had taken more than I should have done from the same nest,
sometimes that I had not taken as many as would have been excusable;
I blushed with annoyance because we had not revisited certain nests
which were unfinished or empty when we discovered them--the plough-boys
doubtless had robbed them completely, or they had merely produced young
birds. How careless the country boys were, putting eggs into their hats
and often forgetting all about them, often breaking them wantonly. I
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