To live there always, I thought, would be bliss, provided that Philip
was with me, always in a house covered with ivy and conducted by an
aunt who baked and fried for you and tied up your cuts, and would clean
half a hundred perchlings for you without a murmur, though by the end
of it her face and the adjacent windows were covered with the flying
scales. “Why don’t you catch two or three really big ones?” she would
question, sighing for weariness, but still smiling at us, and putting
on her crafty-looking spectacles. “Whew, if we could,” we said one to
another. It seemed possible for the moment; for she was a wonderful
woman, and the house wonderful too, no anger, no sorrow, no fret, such
a large fire-place, everything different from London, and better than
anything in London except Abercorran House. The ticking of her three
clocks was delicious, especially very early in the morning as you lay
awake, or when you got home tired at twilight, before lamps were lit.
Everything had been as it was in Aunt Rachel’s house for untold time;
it was natural like the trees; also it was never stale; you never came
down in the morning feeling that you had done the same yesterday and
would do the same to-morrow, as if each day was a new, badly written
line in a copy-book, with the same senseless words at the head of every
page. Why couldn’t we always live there? There was no church or chapel
for us--Philip had never in his life been to either. Sunday at Lydiard
Constantine was not the day of grim dulness when everyone was set free
from work, only to show that he or she did not know what to do or not
to do; if they had been chained slaves these people from Candelent
Street and elsewhere could not have been stiffer or more savagely
solemn.
Those adult people were a different race. I had no thought that Philip
or I could become like that, and I laughed at them without a pang, not
knowing what was to save Philip from such an end. How different from
those people was my aunt, her face serene and kind, notwithstanding
that she was bustling about all day and had trodden her heels down and
had let her hair break out into horns and wisps.
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