“Two trees reigned at the bottom of the garden--at one side an apple;
at the other, just above the road, a cypress twice as high as the
house, ending in a loose plume like a black cock’s tail. The apple-tree
was old, and wore as much green in winter as in summer, because it
was wrapped in ivy, every branch was furry with lichen and moss, and
the main boughs bushy with mistletoe. Each autumn a dozen little red
apples hung on one of its branches like a line of poetry in a foreign
language, quoted in a book. The thrush used to sing there first in
winter, and usually sang his last evening song there, if it was a
fine evening. Yet the cypress was my favourite. I thought there was
something about it sinister to all but myself. I liked the smell of
it, and when at last I went to the sea its bitterness reminded me
of the cypress. Birds were continually going in and out of it, but
never built in it. Only one bird sang in it, and that was a small,
sad bird which I do not know the name of. It sang there every month
of the year, it might be early or it might be late, on the topmost
point of the plume. It never sang for long, but frequently, and always
suddenly. It was black against the sky, and I saw it nowhere else. The
song was monotonous and dispirited, so that I fancied it wanted us
to go, because it did not like the cheerful garden, and my father’s
loud laugh, and my mother’s tripping step: I fancied it was up there
watching the clouds and very distant things in hope of a change; but
nothing came, and it sang again, and waited, ever in vain. I laughed
at it, and was not at all sorry to see it there, for it had stood on
that perch in all the happy days before, and so long as it remained
the days would be happy. My father did not like the bird, but he was
often looking at it, and noted its absence as I did. The day after my
sister died he threw a stone at it--the one time I saw him angry--and
killed it. But a week later came another, and when he heard it he
burst into tears, and after that he never spoke of it but just looked
up to see if it was there when he went in or out of the porch. We
had taller trees in the neighbourhood, such as the wych-elms and the
poplars by the brook, but this was a solitary stranger and could be
seen several miles away like a black pillar, as the old cherry could in
blossom-time, like a white dome. You were seldom out of sight of it.
It was a station for any bird flying to or from the hills. A starling
stopped a minute, piped and flew off. The kestrel was not afraid to
alight and look around. The nightjar used it. At twilight it was
encircled by midges, and the bats attended them for half an hour. Even
by day it had the sinister look which was not sinister to me: some of
the night played truant and hid in it throughout the sunshine. Often
I could see nothing, when I looked out of my window, but the tree and
the stars that set round it, or the mist from the hills. What with
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