The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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"Why, Percival!" she said and stopped--saw the door wide; and he saw
the colour deepen where her colour lay. "Why, Percival, why ever
should I suppose it of you?"
He could control his voice no more. The strained note went. He said
thickly: "But you'll begin to think it. In time you're bound to--if I
let you. And then scorn me. If I just idled here you're bound to
scorn me. Any one would--you said it."
Nervous her breathing. "But you--you never could be like that,
Percival. I've always thought of you as doing things. Every one
thinks it. I have noticed how they do."
All the distress he had suffered earlier in the day was back with him
now, joined in fiercest tumult with what caused his heart to knock. He
cried "They soon won't!" and cried it on a bitter note that made her go
an unthinking step towards what waited her. "Percival, they always
will," she said. "I always will, Percival."
The redness went from his face. His own clear voice came back to him.
All, all his being braced from storm to his control. He breathed
"Dora! Will you?"
The stress that had been his was hers. She found no words; she only
nodded--moved her lips for "yes" but made no sound. He had come slowly
to the truth, by blundering ways that sometimes brought him near and
sometimes went astray. She was suddenly come--and come, not of
herself, but of as it were a flame that his voice as he spoke, his
ardour as he bent towards her, seemed to communicate. She was suddenly
come, was a degree bewildered, wanted even yet some further light. She
only nodded.
"Dora, you are going for a long time. I heard you tell--"
She said very low: "For a year."
"Dora! A year!"
"I am to be a year away. It is the last time. It is to finish."
"A year! A year! Oh, Dora, a year!"
Her face was close to his, her lips a shade apart, her wide eyes lifted
to him. Rare, rare he had thought her; perfect he knew her. That
mystic thing the night had held, held them mute, magnetised, privy from
all the world, alone. They stood so close the air he drew had first
caressed her. They stood so close that her young bosom almost told him
how she breathed. Slowly, as he were drawn to it, he stooped towards
her; steadily, as she were held, she suffered his face to approach.
Their lips touched, stayed for a space--smaller, infinitely less, than
mind can conceive; wider, immeasurably more, as their joined spirits
reckoned time, and rushed through time in bliss of ecstasy, than mind
can reckon space.
And then he kissed her.
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