The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
Crimson she flamed in the places of her colour--flaming and more
flaming and deeper yet their flame. Their sharp limitations drove her
driven white about them; from throat to flame and flame to brow as lily
was her hue. She did not move nor speak, and he, amazed before her
rareness, drew back a step. She might have been a statue, so still she
stood. She might not have breathed, nor thought, so motionless her
breast, her eyes so wide, so still her gaze. Only that glowing scarlet
on her cheeks, only her skin's transparency--soft, deep, as if beneath
it some jewel gave a secret light--declared her mortal and proclaimed
she lived.
A space passed. She came from the trance in which she seemed to be.
She gave a little sigh. As if she had been struck, not kissed; as if
she had been robbed, not possessed. "Oh! Percival!" she said.
And he: "Oh! Dora!"
He sprung to her, took both her hands; clasped them in his and adored
her with his eyes; bent his head to them and raised them to his lips.
"Oh, Dora, have I hurt you? Oh, Dora, I love you so!"
"Let me go in, Percival!"
He held her hands against his breast. "I could not help it! I could
not help it! I love you, Dora! I've always loved you! I suddenly
knew I'd always loved you!"
She spoke so low he scarcely could hear her voice: "Percival, let me go
in!"
"Oh, Dora, have I hurt you? Dear, dear Dora, you are all the world to
me. I love you so, I love you so!"
The faintest movement of her head gave him his answer and gave him
ecstasy.
"I have not hurt you? You are not angry? I knew--or I would not have
kissed you. Speak to me, dear Dora."
She only whispered: "Percival, I would like to go in. I am afraid."
He cried: "I know. You are so beautiful--so beautiful; not meant for
me to love you."
"You are hurting my hands, Percival."
He kissed her hands again--fragile and white and cold and scented, like
crushed, cold flowers in his grasp. He told her: "From the very first
I loved you--but could not know it then. From that day when I first
saw you! Look how I must have been born to love you--you'll not be
frightened then. Snow-White-and-Rose-Red I called you. Smile, darling
Dora, as you smiled when I told you in the muddy lane that day. Do you
remember?"
She had no smile: still seemed aswoon, still scarcely breathed, as some
bewildered dove--captured, past fluttering--which only quivers in the
hands that hold it.
"If only you can sometimes think of me. You will understand then and
think again perhaps, and know all my life is changed, and know that
everything I do I shall do for you. I'll not see you again. I'll not
be here when you come back."
At that he felt her fingers move within his hands.
"I cannot stay here now--now that I love you. I shall go."
He felt her tremble, and she breathed: "Oh, why? Oh, where?"
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