The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
She finished: "It is all here, letters, certificates. Your mother's
letters, Percival, and your father's. They are all in order from the
first. There is one here to his grandmother and one to his lawyer
telling them of his marriage. He left those with her when he went
away. Then the letters from India."
He drew his hand from his mouth, the blood on his fist. "Leave me
alone," he said. "Go away, Aunt Maggie, and leave me to look at them
alone."
There was that in his voice which smote terribly across her spinning
brain and caused her to obey him.
III
An hour he was occupied in reading the yellowed sheets whose heritage
he was; for long thereafter sat and stared upon them. These devoted
lines in that round hand were his mother's: his father's those ardent
passions in those bold characters; he their son. He felt himself a
shameless listener to penetrate these tender secrets; he felt himself a
little child that hears his parents' voices. Sometimes, in that first
mood, the blood ran hotly to his cheeks; sometimes, in that second,
there came sobs to his throat and great trembling. Memories of
thoughts, impulses, happenings that had been strange, returned to him,
crowding upon him; here was their meaning, their interpretation here.
In the library with Mr. Amber, "thinking without thinking as if I was
in some one else who was thinking," shadows about the room and a moth
thudding the window-pane--here the secret of it! In the library with
Mr. Amber and the old man's cry: "Why do you stretch your hand so, my
lord?"--here the answer! In presence of death with Mr. Amber, and
"Hold my hand, my lord"--here what had opened Mr. Amber's eyes. In
dreams in Burdon House, and searching, searching, and all the rooms
familiar, and a voice that had cried, "My son, my son! Oh, we have
waited for you!"--here, here, the key to it--here that voice in those
yellowed sheets--here, here, what he had searched, streaming from those
papers, tingling his skin, filling his throat as though from the faded
lines strong essences rushed and pressed about him. His mother!--he
spoke the word aloud, "Mother!" His father!--"Father!" Their son, "I
am your son!..."
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