The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
Of a sudden he was returned to the present. Of a sudden he was
snatched up from realisation of what had been, and what was, and
pitched into battle of what was now to be. Out of a churchyard, out of
a graveside where gentle thoughts arise, into the street, into the
business where the din goes up! So he was hurled, and as one that
gasps on sudden immersion in icy water, as one gripped in panic's hold
that comes out of sleep to sudden peril, so, as he faced the thing that
was come to him, he cried out hoarsely, knew horror upon him, and shut
his eyes and pressed his hands against them as though his lids alone
could not blind what picture was before him. In one instant fierce,
fierce, exultant triumph; in the next torment that reeled him where he
stood. In one instant himself that an hour before had stood looking
balefully down upon Burdon Old Manor; that had cried to Aunt Maggie:
"Rollo! Rollo! Rollo!" and knew it for a thrice-repeated curse; that
had cried: "I was going to him! I shall go to him yet!" and knew his
hands tingle and his brain leap at the thought; in the next, nay,
immediate with the flash and flame of it, Rollo that from childhood's
days had leant upon him; that he had brothered, fathered, loved; that
had cried to him--ah, God, God! how the words came back!--"Everything
I've got is yours--you know that, don't you, old man?" That had cried,
"I'm never really happy except when I'm with you;" that had said, "I
want some one to look after me--the kind of chap I am; a shy ass and
delicate."
He dropped on the bed in the tumult of his torment. He writhed to his
knees and flung himself against the bed, his fingers twisting in the
quilt, his face between his outstretched arms. He had burned with fury
to face Rollo and crush him down. The weapon was in his hands. Ah,
ah, too strong, too sharp, too cruel! New thoughts brought him to his
feet. Strongly he arose and shook himself. What, was he weakening
toward a sentiment? "Everything I've got is yours"--but Dora taken
from him! "Everything I've got is yours!"--it was! it was! and Dora
with it! Always arranged because he was Lord Burdon! His darling sold
to Rollo and bought by Rollo because Rollo was what he was! And he was
not it! He was not it! This night, this hour he should know it!
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