The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
This night? There came to him the vision of Rollo he had had when they
told him Rollo could not come to the station to meet him but begged he
would go up to him directly he arrived. He had pictured old Rollo
coming to him with eager, outstretched hands. Rollo was waiting for
him now, expecting him every moment, would so come to him if he went,
would so come to him if he waited till to-morrow; and how would look
when he spoke and told? The years ran back and answered him. There
came to him clearly as yesterday that first visit to Mr. Hannaford's
when he had been flushed with excitement and praise at riding the
little black horse and had turned to see Rollo shrinking as he stood
away, distress and tears working in his face. So he would look now.
Then he had encouraged Rollo--as all through life thereafter he had
heartened him. Now? Now he was to strike the appealing face that then
and ever had looked to him for aid....
How do it? How do it? Why hesitate? Why hesitate? How strike him?
Why spare him? How break him? Why let him go? Like live wild things
the questions came at him and tore him; as one in direst torment there
broke from his lips "O God, my God!": as one pursued he burst from the
room, through the parlour where Aunt Maggie stretched hands and cried
to him, out into the night where tempest raged and blackness
was--fierce as his own, black as the thoughts he sought to race.
Out, out, as one pursued! Away, away, to shake pursuit! And caught as
he ran, screamed at as he stumbled on, by all the howling pack that
gathered strength and fury as he fled. His feet took the Down; full
the tempest struck him as he breasted it; ah, ah, more violent the
furies fought within! Thunder broke sheer above him out of heaven with
detonation like a thousand guns; he staggered at the immensity of it;
on, on, for furious more what joined in shock of battle in his brain!
A sword of lightning showed him the Ridge and seemed to shake it where
it lay. He gained the crest and turned along it and knew in his ears
old friend wind in howling mock of ha! ha! ha! to see this fruitless
race.
CHAPTER XIV
ALWAYS VICTORY
I
He came over against Burdon Old Manor and stopped and knew himself
where he had stood with Dora three hours before. His exertions had run
him to the end of his physical strength. He sank to his knees, and
there, like vultures swooping to their stricken prey, the torments he
had raced from came at him in last assault; there had him writhing on
the sodden ground....
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