The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
"Passionately devoted to his grandmother," Mr. Pemberton had told; "and
she, for her part, making all the world of him." It was precisely this
uncommon devotion between him and his dear "Gran" that drove him into
torment of perplexity when first his heart informed him life without
Audrey was insupportable. With utmost content he had surrendered
himself into the object of Gran's adoring pride and, as such, into her
control of her dear possession. As he grew older, that control had
sometimes come to irk a little. "He sometimes chafed--chafed, if you
follow me," Mr. Pemberton had said. But the quality of that chafing
required better understanding than even Mr. Pemberton could give it.
It was not at conflict of will between himself and Gran that Roly
chafed; he knew his own determined character well enough to know that
if he liked he could override her will as he overrode that of others
who thought to oppose him. Where he chafed was where his devotion to
her pricked him. He could not bear the thought of giving her distress;
and he would sometimes chafe when--at this, at that, at some impulse or
boyish fling of his--he thought her distress unreasonable; unreasonable
because it shackled him unfairly; because either he would submit to it,
or, taking his way, would suffer greatly, be robbed of his pleasure, at
thought of having caused it.
But always, when the thing was over, be glad he had given way to her or
most desperately grieved he had pained her. He knew that he was
everything to her; how hurt her then?
With such the measure of his love for her, such the devotion between
them, and such that devotion's price, what a situation was presented
for his perplexity when Audrey came to occupy his heart! She had been
his playmate in his childhood at Burdon Old Manor, she at the Vicarage.
When her father died, Gran had expressed her fondness for his daughters
by using her influence to procure the establishment of a post-office at
Burdon and persuading the elder sister to conduct it, thus keeping
them, as she had said, "near us." That was one thing; a head of the
house of Burdon's marriage into so humble a degree--and that her
Roly--he knew to be unthinkably another. She had great plans for great
alliance for him--at some future date. At some future date! At her
great age and at his extreme youth she could scarcely think of him as
man--always as boy. It was one of the things that sometimes chafed
him. But when, as had happened, the subject of marriage came up
between them, and he would laugh at her immense ideas of his value, she
would always end so pathetically: "But, Roly, how shall I bear any one
to come between us?"
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