The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
It was in the tumult of these discoveries that he presented himself at
the Knightsbridge flat and greeted his Audrey with a fondness that made
her cry a little for happiness; she frequently cried in these days, not
often for happiness. His fondness continued at that dear level through
the evening. It emboldened her to urge again the step that she
believed the best of all the many plans she ceaselessly revolved for
curing the trouble she told herself she had brought upon him. She
urged him to tell Gran. "Do tell her, dear. It will end all your
worry. You're so worried, Roly. I see it--oh, how I see it! And I
only add to it because I'm not--because I don't--because I vex you in
so many ways. I know I do. You used to be so happy. You will be
again directly this is all over. Do tell her, Roly! Roly, _do!_"
She had been seated on the floor, her head resting against him where he
sat in a great armchair. Now, in this appeal of hers, she was turned
about and on her knees, her hands enfondling his, her face lifted
towards him.
He made a little choking sound, all his love for her surging; all his
treatment of her wounding him; the thought of what he would bring her
to if he took the course she urged filling him with remorse and with
pity for her. He said in a strangled voice: "I can't; I can't," and
stooping, he raised her to him so that they lay together in the big
chair, their faces close, his arms about her....
For a little space, except that she was crying softly, they were
silent--clasped thus, most dear to one another; and then proclaimed
that dearness in scraps of murmured sentences, the gaps filled up by
what their tones and their clasped arms instructed them....
Just murmurs, and dusky evening in the room--light, faint as their
tones were faint, and in the shadows (how else seemed the air they
breathed at every breath to thrill them?) spirits of true lovers that
were winged down as, let us believe, lovers' spirits may when mortals
love.
Just murmurs.
He said: "Audrey, Audrey, I've been so cruel--angry--thoughtless."
And she: "No ... no."
And she again: "Go to her, then, Roly. Don't tell, if you think
not.... Just be with her for a little.... You'll be happy then....
Leave me alone a little, dear.... Not even write."
And he: "Audrey! ... Audrey!"
Her voice: "I shall be happy ... if only you are happy..."
And his: "I have been mad ... mad to treat you so.... Forgive....
Forgive."
Her voice--and close, close, all those lovers' spirits to hear this
lovers' litany: "When you are happy ... I am happy."
And his--and all these murmurs chorused from lover's wraith to lover's
wraith, as watchers handing flame from hand to hand to instruct heaven
love still is here: "Audrey! ... Audrey!"
And she: "My dear ... my dear!"
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