The Harvest of a Quiet Eye: Leisure Thoughts for Busy LivesVernon, John Richard
Religion
The Harvest of a Quiet Eye: Leisure Thoughts for Busy Lives
Vernon, John Richard
Christian life
First then (to divide sermon-wise), what is that we lose, when we lose
Spring days? I have hinted at this loss in nearly all that has been
written above. We lose the _gladness of inexperience_, the gladness and
enjoyment that is not _thoughtful_, nor such as can give a reason for
itself, but that is merely _natural_, and welling up irresistibly like
a spring. We lose the newness of things--aye, more, far more than this,
we lose the _newness of ourselves_, the _freshness of our own heart_.
_This_ is (with some in a greater, with some in a less degree) what we
discover that we have left behind, when we look back on life’s Spring
days. Some of us, with a tender half-regretful watering, keep a hint,
a reminiscence, of that old freshness. But many heedlessly suffer the
world’s dust to coat it over, and the world’s drought to shrivel it up.
But now, what may we have gained, if there be something lost in our
leaving Spring days behind? If we lose a little, let us not fear but
that our gain is far larger than our loss. We gain gladness and we
gain sadness (I use the word _gain_ advisedly)--the gladness and the
sadness of _experience_. A gladness that is part of the depth of a
grave river now; profound, if not light-hearted like the little spring.
A gladness that, when it comes, is more rational than merely animal;
that has a reason to give for itself, and does not exist merely because
it exists. A joy that is far more rare, also less ecstatic, but that is
higher and deeper, having its birth in the _intellect_, and not simply
in the _life_ of the human creature.
To exemplify my meaning. In art, compare the mere admiration without
knowledge, with the intelligent appreciation. Turned loose without
knowledge into a picture-gallery, how many things you admire, almost
everything; and how fresh and uncritical is your admiration! But
gain knowledge of art, gain experience; and you straightway lose in
_quantity_ what you yet gain in _quality_. You admire fewer pictures,
but your admiration of the few is a different thing from that old
admiration of the many. It is a higher thing, more intelligent, more
subtle, more refined. It is an appreciation now, not merely an ignorant
admiration. You are harder to please; in one sense you have lost; but
manifestly, on the whole you have gained.
And so with the gladness of manhood. It is a deeper, graver, more
fastidious, yet a more reasonable and higher feeling than the gladness
of the child. The sparkle, and bubble, and glitter, and singing have
gone; but in their stead is a strength, an earnestness, an undercurrent
not easily stayed or stemmed or turned aside. The gladness which is
intelligent is better than the gladness which is instinctive.
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