Her eyes travelled slowly from the window to the Doctor’s face. Without
the slightest outward appearance of agitation, she put the “painful
question” in these extraordinary words:
“I want to know, if you please, whether I am in danger of going mad?”
Some men might have been amused, and some might have been alarmed.
Doctor Wybrow was only conscious of a sense of disappointment. Was this
the rare case that he had anticipated, judging rashly by appearances?
Was the new patient only a hypochondriacal woman, whose malady was a
disordered stomach and whose misfortune was a weak brain? “Why do you
come to _me?_” he asked sharply. “Why don’t you consult a doctor whose
special employment is the treatment of the insane?”
She had her answer ready on the instant.
“I don’t go to a doctor of that sort,” she said, “for the very reason
that he _is_ a specialist: he has the fatal habit of judging everybody
by lines and rules of his own laying down. I come to _you_, because my
case is outside of all lines and rules, and because you are famous in
your profession for the discovery of mysteries in disease. Are you
satisfied?”
He was more than satisfied—his first idea had been the right idea,
after all. Besides, she was correctly informed as to his professional
position. The capacity which had raised him to fame and fortune was his
capacity (unrivalled among his brethren) for the discovery of remote
disease.
“I am at your disposal,” he answered. “Let me try if I can find out
what is the matter with you.”
He put his medical questions. They were promptly and plainly answered;
and they led to no other conclusion than that the strange lady was,
mentally and physically, in excellent health. Not satisfied with
questions, he carefully examined the great organs of life. Neither his
hand nor his stethoscope could discover anything that was amiss. With
the admirable patience and devotion to his art which had distinguished
him from the time when he was a student, he still subjected her to one
test after another. The result was always the same. Not only was there
no tendency to brain disease—there was not even a perceptible
derangement of the nervous system. “I can find nothing the matter with
you,” he said. “I can’t even account for the extraordinary pallor of
your complexion. You completely puzzle me.”
“The pallor of my complexion is nothing,” she answered a little
impatiently. “In my early life I had a narrow escape from death by
poisoning. I have never had a complexion since—and my skin is so
delicate, I cannot paint without producing a hideous rash. But that is
of no importance. I wanted your opinion given positively. I believed in
you, and you have disappointed me.” Her head dropped on her breast.
“And so it ends!” she said to herself bitterly.
The Doctor’s sympathies were touched. Perhaps it might be more correct
to say that his professional pride was a little hurt. “It may end in
the right way yet,” he remarked, “if you choose to help me.”
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