Leaning on the parapet of the balcony, Agnes looked vacantly into the
black void beneath. Her thoughts reverted to the miserable man who had
broken his pledged faith to her, and who had died in that house. Some
change seemed to have come over her since her arrival in Venice; some
new influence appeared to be at work. For the first time in her
experience of herself, compassion and regret were not the only emotions
aroused in her by the remembrance of the dead Montbarry. A keen sense
of the wrong that she had suffered, never yet felt by that gentle and
forgiving nature, was felt by it now. She found herself thinking of the
bygone days of her humiliation almost as harshly as Henry Westwick had
thought of them—she who had rebuked him the last time he had spoken
slightingly of his brother in her presence! A sudden fear and doubt of
herself, startled her physically as well as morally. She turned from
the shadowy abyss of the dark water as if the mystery and the gloom of
it had been answerable for the emotions which had taken her by
surprise. Abruptly closing the window, she threw aside her shawl, and
lit the candles on the mantelpiece, impelled by a sudden craving for
light in the solitude of her room.
The cheering brightness round her, contrasting with the black gloom
outside, restored her spirits. She felt herself enjoying the light like
a child!
Would it be well (she asked herself) to get ready for bed? No! The
sense of drowsy fatigue that she had felt half an hour since was gone.
She returned to the dull employment of unpacking her boxes. After a few
minutes only, the occupation became irksome to her once more. She sat
down by the table, and took up a guide-book. “Suppose I inform myself,”
she thought, “on the subject of Venice?”
Her attention wandered from the book, before she had turned the first
page of it.
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