The Haunted Man and the Ghost's BargainDickens, Charles
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The Haunted Man and the Ghost's Bargain
Dickens, Charles
Christmas stories; Ghost stories
“Delusions,” echoed the Phantom in its changeless voice, and glaring on
him with its changeless eyes. “For my friend (in whose breast my
confidence was locked as in my own), passing between me and the centre of
the system of my hopes and struggles, won her to himself, and shattered
my frail universe. My sister, doubly dear, doubly devoted, doubly
cheerful in my home, lived on to see me famous, and my old ambition so
rewarded when its spring was broken, and then—”
“Then died,” he interposed. “Died, gentle as ever; happy; and with no
concern but for her brother. Peace!”
The Phantom watched him silently.
“Remembered!” said the haunted man, after a pause. “Yes. So well
remembered, that even now, when years have passed, and nothing is more
idle or more visionary to me than the boyish love so long outlived, I
think of it with sympathy, as if it were a younger brother’s or a son’s.
Sometimes I even wonder when her heart first inclined to him, and how it
had been affected towards me.—Not lightly, once, I think.—But that is
nothing. Early unhappiness, a wound from a hand I loved and trusted, and
a loss that nothing can replace, outlive such fancies.”
“Thus,” said the Phantom, “I bear within me a Sorrow and a Wrong. Thus I
prey upon myself. Thus, memory is my curse; and, if I could forget my
sorrow and my wrong, I would!”
“Mocker!” said the Chemist, leaping up, and making, with a wrathful hand,
at the throat of his other self. “Why have I always that taunt in my
ears?”
“Forbear!” exclaimed the Spectre in an awful voice. “Lay a hand on Me,
and die!”
He stopped midway, as if its words had paralysed him, and stood looking
on it. It had glided from him; it had its arm raised high in warning;
and a smile passed over its unearthly features, as it reared its dark
figure in triumph.
“If I could forget my sorrow and wrong, I would,” the Ghost repeated.
“If I could forget my sorrow and my wrong, I would!”
“Evil spirit of myself,” returned the haunted man, in a low, trembling
tone, “my life is darkened by that incessant whisper.”
“It is an echo,” said the Phantom.
“If it be an echo of my thoughts—as now, indeed, I know it is,” rejoined
the haunted man, “why should I, therefore, be tormented? It is not a
selfish thought. I suffer it to range beyond myself. All men and women
have their sorrows,—most of them their wrongs; ingratitude, and sordid
jealousy, and interest, besetting all degrees of life. Who would not
forget their sorrows and their wrongs?”
“Who would not, truly, and be happier and better for it?” said the
Phantom.
“These revolutions of years, which we commemorate,” proceeded Redlaw,
“what do _they_ recall! Are there any minds in which they do not
re-awaken some sorrow, or some trouble? What is the remembrance of the
old man who was here to-night? A tissue of sorrow and trouble.”
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