The Haunted Man and the Ghost's BargainDickens, Charles
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The Haunted Man and the Ghost's Bargain
Dickens, Charles
Christmas stories; Ghost stories
Redlaw, unmoved, unchanged, and looking at him with a staring frown,
answered by no word or sign.
“I cannot say,” pursued the other, “I should try in vain to say, how much
it has impressed me, and affected me, to find the gracious traces of the
past, in that certain power of winning gratitude and confidence which is
associated among us students (among the humblest of us, most) with Mr.
Redlaw’s generous name. Our ages and positions are so different, sir,
and I am so accustomed to regard you from a distance, that I wonder at my
own presumption when I touch, however lightly, on that theme. But to one
who—I may say, who felt no common interest in my mother once—it may be
something to hear, now that all is past, with what indescribable feelings
of affection I have, in my obscurity, regarded him; with what pain and
reluctance I have kept aloof from his encouragement, when a word of it
would have made me rich; yet how I have felt it fit that I should hold my
course, content to know him, and to be unknown. Mr. Redlaw,” said the
student, faintly, “what I would have said, I have said ill, for my
strength is strange to me as yet; but for anything unworthy in this fraud
of mine, forgive me, and for all the rest forget me!”
The staring frown remained on Redlaw’s face, and yielded to no other
expression until the student, with these words, advanced towards him, as
if to touch his hand, when he drew back and cried to him:
“Don’t come nearer to me!”
The young man stopped, shocked by the eagerness of his recoil, and by the
sternness of his repulsion; and he passed his hand, thoughtfully, across
his forehead.
“The past is past,” said the Chemist. “It dies like the brutes. Who
talks to me of its traces in my life? He raves or lies! What have I to
do with your distempered dreams? If you want money, here it is. I came
to offer it; and that is all I came for. There can be nothing else that
brings me here,” he muttered, holding his head again, with both his
hands. “There _can_ be nothing else, and yet—”
He had tossed his purse upon the table. As he fell into this dim
cogitation with himself, the student took it up, and held it out to him.
“Take it back, sir,” he said proudly, though not angrily. “I wish you
could take from me, with it, the remembrance of your words and offer.”
“You do?” he retorted, with a wild light in his eyes. “You do?”
“I do!”
The Chemist went close to him, for the first time, and took the purse,
and turned him by the arm, and looked him in the face.
“There is sorrow and trouble in sickness, is there not?” he demanded,
with a laugh.
The wondering student answered, “Yes.”
“In its unrest, in its anxiety, in its suspense, in all its train of
physical and mental miseries?” said the Chemist, with a wild unearthly
exultation. “All best forgotten, are they not?”
The student did not answer, but again passed his hand, confusedly, across
his forehead. Redlaw still held him by the sleeve, when Milly’s voice
was heard outside.
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