The Head of the House of CoombeBurnett, Frances Hodgson
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The Head of the House of Coombe
Burnett, Frances Hodgson
England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
only the day before he was taken ill and it had been because he had met
on the door-step a collector of the rent which was long over-due and
must be paid. She had no money to pay it, none to pay the servants’
wages, none to pay the household bills, none to pay for the monthly
hire of the brougham! Would they turn her into the street—would the
servants go away—would she be left without even a carriage? What could
she do about clothes! She could not wear anything but mourning now and
by the time she was out of mourning her old clothes would have gone out
of fashion. The morning on which this aspect of things occurred to her,
she was so terrified that she began to run up and down the room like a
frightened little cat seeing no escape from the trap it is caught in.
“It’s awful—it’s awful—it’s awful!” broke out between her sobs. “What
can I do? I can’t do anything! There’s nothing to do! It’s awful—it’s
awful—it’s awful!” She ended by throwing herself on the bed crying
until she was exhausted. She had no mental resources which would
suggest to her that there was anything but crying to be done. She had
cried very little in her life previously because even in her days of
limitation she had been able to get more or less what she wanted—though
of course it had generally been less. And crying made one’s nose and
eyes red. On this occasion she actually forgot her nose and eyes and
cried until she scarcely knew herself when she got up and looked in the
glass.
She rang the bell for her maid and sat down to wait her coming. Tonson
should bring her a cup of beef tea.
“It’s time for lunch,” she thought. “I’m faint with crying. And she
shall bathe my eyes with rose-water.”
It was not Tonson’s custom to keep her mistress waiting but today she
was not prompt. Feather rang a second time and an impatient third and
then sat in her chair and waited until she began to feel as she felt
always in these dreadful days the dead silence of the house. It was the
thing which most struck terror to her soul—that horrid stillness. The
servants whose place was in the basement were too much closed in their
gloomy little quarters to have made themselves heard upstairs even if
they had been inclined to. During the last few weeks Feather had even
found herself wishing that they were less well trained and would make a
little noise—do anything to break the silence.
The room she sat in—Rob’s awful little room adjoining—which was awful
because of what she had seen for a moment lying stiff and hard on the
bed before she was taken away in hysterics—were dread enclosures of
utter silence. The whole house was dumb—the very street had no sound in
it. She could not endure it. How dare Tonson? She sprang up and rang
the bell again and again until its sound came back to her pealing
through the place.
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