The Heart-Cry of JesusRees, Byron J. (Byron Johnson)
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The Heart-Cry of Jesus
Rees, Byron J. (Byron Johnson)
Pilgrim Holiness Church -- Controversial literature; Sanctification
Ah, here was a rub, indeed. Preaching was precisely what I did not
relish. Anything rather than that. I had visions of small salaries, and
country churches, and long, cold rides. I had seen the life of the
preacher ever since I could remember. I debated the question. Then I
answered, "Yes." The audience was singing:
"Here I give my all to Thee--
Friends and time and earthly store.
Soul and body then to be
Wholly Thine forever more."
They told us seekers to raise our hands if we meant it. I meant it, so
up went a hand. Instantly faith got an answer, and the witness came,
and I knew that I was sanctified wholly.
A DULL SCHOLAR
But I was a dull scholar, and had to learn many lessons after my
Jordan-crossing. Owing to my failure in definite testimony, my
experience suffered partial eclipse, and my last year at Oak Grove was
more or less dark and unhappy. I was much helped, however, by the
reading of holiness books sent me by a sanctified music-teacher, who
had interest enough in me to write me real Fenelon letters and keep me
supplied with holiness reading. During the summer of 1893 I was more
fully established in the grace, and in the autumn began to preach.
THE ABIDING CHRIST.
I have frequently erred in judgment, and made most stupid blunders, but
the perpetual spring experience of full salvation has been my greatest
comfort and blessing. The abiding Christ gives zest and spice to life,
and makes the ministry of holiness delightful and joyous.
GOD ALWAYS ANSWERS.
God has blessed my ministry, and given me success. It is all of Him.
What a wonderful God we have! He never leaves us. I have called upon
Him when preaching, and He has always answered. I have cried to Him in
hours of loneliness and discouragement, and He has replied like a
flash. I stood by a cot and watched a saintly mother slip away to the
"undiscovered bourn," and He did not fail me. Hallelujah! He can not
only sanctify, but He can preserve, sustain and keep. Whatever may come
to us, Christ will not forsake us. As we look down the vista of years
to come, and remember that life is swift and serious, we can only lean
hard on the Son of God and push on, confident that His promise, "Lo, I
am with you alway," can not fail. Praise the Lord!
THE END.
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