The Heart of Denise, and Other TalesLevett Yeats, S. (Sidney)
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The Heart of Denise, and Other Tales
Levett Yeats, S. (Sidney)
Fiction; Short stories
The road swept onward with gentle curves, at one time hanging to
the edge of the hillside, at another walled in on either hand by
rocks covered with fern and bracken, to whose jagged and broken
surface--whereon purples, greens, and browns seemed to absorb
themselves into each other--there clung the yellow agrimony, and
climbing rose, with its sweet bloom full of restless, murmuring bees.
Sometimes the path lost itself in some cool arcade of trees, where the
sunlight fell in oblique golden shafts through the leaves that
interlaced overhead, and then suddenly, without warning, we would come
to a level stretch on which the marguerites lay thick as snowflakes,
and across which the wind bustled riotously.
As we cantered along side by side, my companion again broke forth
into a joyous song, that sprang full-throated and clear, from a heart
that never seemed to have known a moment of pain. His was a lithe,
leopard-like strength, and as I looked at him, my thoughts ran back to
the time when we first met, on his return from the Venetian Embassy,
whither he had gone when M. de Bruslart made a mess of things. I do
not know why it was, but he singled me out for his particular notice;
and though it was openly known that he was betrothed to the second
daughter of M. D'Ayen, I, like a fool, was flattered by the attentions
of this gay and brilliant cavalier, and day by day we were thrown
together more and more, and a sort of confidence was established
between us that was almost more than friendship. There was, as I have
said, that in his masterful way, that had the effect of leaving me
powerless; and though he could put all its light in his eyes, and all
its tones in his voice, I felt instinctively that he did not love me,
but was merely playing with me to exercise his strength, and dragging
me towards him with a resistless force. In short, the influence of de
Clermont on me was never for my good, and our intercourse always left
me with the conviction that I had sunk a little lower than before; and
it was at times like these, when I met de Lorgnac's grave eyes, that I
felt the unspoken reproach in their glance, and would struggle to rise
again, and then, in the consciousness of my own folly, I felt I fairly
hated him for seeing my weakness. What right had de Lorgnac even to
think of me? What did it matter to him what I did or said? So I used
to argue with myself; yet in my heart of hearts, I felt that my
standard of right and wrong, was being measured by what I imagined a
man, to whom I had hardly ever spoken, might think.
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