The wind blows the flames this way and that way, lighting up the
faces of the men, glittering on their belt buckles and making their
bare arms fire colour.
The ghosts stand with white faces watching. More ghosts come. One
little ghost has a peaked cap and an urgent message in a patent
leather pouch. He stays a long time.
* * *
Near the Bank I come face to face with the greatest optimist of this
or any other age. Here is a man entirely obscured by fog standing on
the kerb making a tin monkey run up and down a piece of twine. Think
of it! If you are sad or broke or things are going wrong, think of
this man selling tin monkeys in a thick fog.
"How many have you sold?" I ask him.
"Fower," he says.
Four tin monkeys sold in a thick fog.
Marvellous! Incredible!
Battle
They lie in long, bright wards, which are full of that clean hospital
smell of warmth, flowers, and drugs. A neat-waisted nurse moves
between the beds, smiling, bending, whispering, easing a pillow,
passing from weary smile to weary smile, so young by contrast with
these sufferers, so healthy, so calm, so reliable.
The women are mostly middle-aged, but their plaited hair, lying in
two little coils over their shoulders, gives them a youthful look, so
that you realize what they were like when they were eighteen. Some
are pale, their poor, thin arms the colour of unbleached wax; many
look so well that you marvel that they should be there. It is the
same in the men's wards. Cancer! That malignant, hissing word that
lurks like a spectre at the back of so many minds has brought these
men and women to one of the most noble hospitals in the world--the
Free Cancer Hospital in the Fulham Road.
I admit that when I entered my first ward I shrank, in the shameful
cowardice of my health, as I did once when a leper in the East rose
up on his stumps out of the dust and touched my arm. To see the
unimaginable horrors which you could be called on to suffer, to see
lying there before your eyes the unthinkable depths to which your
fine, strong body could sink, is a ghastly ordeal.
Yet what did I see? I saw greater than this black thing whose
vileness no words can mitigate, the splendid forces of Heroism and
Hope: Heroism in the long, quiet wards, Hope in the operating
theatres, in the laboratories. Here in the middle of London, with
streams of omnibuses thundering past beyond the railings, is a day
and night battle with agony. Tragedy and triumph follow each other
through these white halls, and over all is that fine spirit of
enthusiasm as of an army banded to fight for a cause.
* * *
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