How often in a London street do you try to pierce the mystery of
another's life, to visualize the loves, the hates, the joys, the
sorrows that have painted lines on some unknown, passing face?
I saw them in High Holborn. They stood out from the tense, jostling
crowd because they seemed to have no object in life, nowhere to go,
nothing to do; they were aimless, lost. They stood out also because
they were so poor. Poverty is such a relative thing; but no man is
really poor till life becomes a desert island that gives him neither
food nor shelter nor hope. They were such obvious failures at this
game of getting and keeping called success. If they had suddenly
shouted in pain above the thunder of the passing wheels they could
hardly have been more spectacular in their misery, this man, this
woman, this child.
He slouched along a few yards in advance of the woman. He looked as
though Life had been knocking him down for a long time, then waiting
for him to get up so that it might knock him down again. His bent
body was clothed in greenish rags and his naked feet were exposed in
gashed boots. He was not entirely pathetic. He was the kind of man
to whom you would gladly give half a crown to salve your conscience;
but you would never allow him out of sight with your suit-case!
She carried her baby against her breast in a ragged old brown cloth
knotted round her shoulders. Perhaps she was twenty-five, but she
looked fifty because no one had ever taken care of her, or had given
her that pride in herself which is necessary to a woman's existence.
She had not even the happiness of being wanted or necessary--a
condition in which the altruistic soul of woman thrives. This man of
hers would obviously be better off without her. She had once been
pretty.
The shame of it! To parade her woman's body draped in rags through
streets full of other women in their neat clothes, to meet the
pitying eyes of other wives and mothers, and to drag on, tied like a
slave, behind this shambling, shifty man. Is there a crucifixion for
a woman worse than this?
* * *
He walked ahead so that she had plenty of time to wonder why she
married him. Now and then he would turn and jerk his head, trying to
make her quicken her pace. She took no notice, just plodded on in
who knows what merciful dullness?
Then the sleeping child in her old brown shawl awakened and moved
with the curious boneless writhing of a young baby. The mother's
arms tightened on it and held its small body closer to hers. She
stopped, went over to a shop window, and leant her knee on a ledge of
stone. She placed one finger so gently into the fold of cloth and
looked down into it....
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