Downing again smiled--a quick, humorous smile. 'No doubt,' he said
rather dryly, 'so thought the student who, seeking a great sage in order
to be shown the way of spiritual perfection, received for answer: "If
your steps have not yet trod the pathway of love, go hence, seek love,
and, having met it, then return to me." The theory that true love, even
if ill-bestowed, partakes of the Divine, is an essential part of the
Sufi philosophy.'
'And yet,' objected Wantley, 'there are times when love, even if well
bestowed, may have to be withdrawn, lest it should injure the creature
beloved.'
'So I should once have said,' answered Downing, leaning forward and
straightening himself in his chair; 'but now I am inclined to think that
that theory has been responsible for much wrong and pain. I myself, as a
young man, was greatly injured by holding for a time this very view. I
was attracted to a married woman, who soon obtained over me an
extraordinary and wholly pure influence. But you know what the world is
like; I cannot suppose that in these matters it has altered since my
day. It came to my knowledge that our friendship was arousing a certain
amount of comment, and so, after much painful thought and discussion
with myself, I made up my mind--wrongly, as I now believe--to withdraw
myself from the connection.' He added with a certain effort: 'To this
determination--come to, I can assure you and myself, from the highest
motives--I trace, in looking back, some unhappiness to her, and to me
the utter shipwreck of what were then my worldly chances. My withdrawal
from this lady's influence brought me into contact with another and a
very evil personality. Now, had I been then, as I now am, a student of
Persian philosophy, I might be----'
Downing stopped speaking abruptly. As he threw himself back, his great
powerful figure seemed to collapse. Wantley looked at him, surprised and
greatly touched by the confidence.
'I will tell you,' resumed Downing, after a long pause, 'of another
Persian belief, to which I now fully adhere. The sages say that as God
is, of course, wholly lacking in _bukhl_--that is, stinginess or
meanness--it is impossible for him to withhold from any man the thing
for which he strives with sufficient earnestness; and this,' he added,
looking at his companion, 'I have myself found to be true. If a man
devotes all his energies to the pursuit of spiritual knowledge, he
becomes in time----'
'Automatically holy,' suggested Wantley, smiling.
'And capable,' concluded Downing, 'of accomplishing what we call
miracles.'
'But to such a one surely human love would be denied, even in Persia?'
'Undoubtedly, yes. But the man who has striven successfully on a lower
plane, whose object has been to compass worldly power and the defeat of
his enemies--to him human love is not only not denied, but may, as we
have seen, bring him nearer to the Divine.'
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