With the egotism of youth, as he had taken the kind trembling little
hand and led his visitor into the room, he had uttered the words, 'Now I
know without doubt that I am dead!' As he stood there now, in this very
room which had witnessed the pitiful scene, he felt a rush of shame,
remembering how he had behaved during the hours that followed, for he
had sat, sullenly looking on, while she had packed the portmanteaux
lying on the floor, tied up packets of letters, and sorted bills. At
intervals he had asked her to leave him, begged her to go home, but she
had worked on, saying very little, looking at him not at all, and
showing none of the dreadful tenderness which had been lavished on him
by so many of his friends.
Then had come the moment when he had roused himself sufficiently to
mutter a few words of thanks, reminding her, not ungently, that her
husband would be expecting her back to dinner. 'Is any one coming?' she
had asked, with a tremor in her voice; and on his quick disclaimer the
basket had been unpacked, and food and wine put upon the table.
'Henry,' she had said, in the precise, rather anxious voice he recalled
so well--'Henry remembered how well you thought of this claret;' and she
had sat down, and by her example gradually compelled him to eat the
first real meal he had had for days.
When at last the moment came when she had said, sadly enough, 'Now I
suppose I must go home,' he was glad to remember that he had tried to
bear himself like a man, tried to thank her for her coming. As he had
stood, saying good-bye, she had suddenly lifted the hand which grasped
hers, and had laid it against her cheek with the words, said bravely,
and with a smile, 'You will come back, George--I am _sure_ you will
come back.'
As Downing stood once more in the street, now grey with twilight, after
he had slipped a sovereign in Mary Crisp's hand, she asked him with
natural curiosity, 'And what name shall I say, sir, when uncle asks who
called? He always likes to hear of his gentlemen coming back.' Downing
hesitated, and then gave the name of the man who he knew had had the
rooms before him. The woman said nothing, but a look of fear came into
her face as she shut the door quickly. As she did so Downing remembered
that the man was dead.
CHAPTER II
'If you enter his house, his drawing-room, his library, you of
yourself say, This is not the dwelling of a common mind. There is
not a gem, a coin, a book thrown aside on his chimney-piece, his
sofa, his table, that does not bespeak an almost fastidious
elegance in the possessor.'--_Lord Byron's Journal._
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