Mrs. Mote had followed, with foreboding, agonizing jealousy, this
interlude of days in a drama of which she had seen the first, and of
which she was beginning to divine the last, act.
It is not the apparently inevitable sin, so much as the apparently
avoidable folly, which most distresses those onlookers who truly love
the sinners and the foolish. During those still summer days the old
nurse felt she could have borne anything but this strange beguilement of
her mistress, by one whom the maid regarded as having outlived the age
when men make women happy. The sight of Mrs. Robinson, with whom, to
Motey's doting eyes, time had stood still, hanging on his words, having
eyes only for this man, who, though no longer young, yet seemed even
older than his age, struck the watcher as monstrous because unnatural.
So far, Mrs. Mote had been unselfish in her repugnance for the
irrevocable step towards which she felt Penelope to be drifting, but of
late a nearer and more personal terror had taken possession of the old
woman. She was beginning to suspect that she herself was to have no part
in Mrs. Robinson's new life, and the suspicion drove her nearly beside
herself with anger and impotent distress.
Many incidents, of themselves trifling, had instilled this suspicion in
her mind. Mrs. Robinson was trying to do for herself all the things that
Motey, first as nurse, and later as maid, had always done for her.
Sitting in her own room, next door to that of her mistress, and feeling
too proud and sore to come unless sent for, Mrs. Mote would hear the
opening and shutting of cupboards and drawers, the seeking and the
putting away by Penelope--this last an almost incredible portent--of her
own hat, veil, gloves, and shoes!
Even more significant was the fact that of late Penelope had become so
considerate, so tender, of the old woman who had always been about her.
How happy a sharp, impatient word would now have made Mrs. Mote! But no
such word was ever uttered. Instead, Mrs. Robinson had actually
suggested that her maid should have a holiday. 'Me? A holiday? and what
should I do with a holiday?' Motey had repeated, bewildered, and then
with painful sarcasm had added, 'I suppose, ma'am, that is why you are
learning to do your own hair?'
She had watched her enemy's departure for Kingpole Farm with sombre eyes
and sinking heart, wondering what this unexpected happening might
portend to her mistress.
The day after that which had seen Downing leaving Monk's Eype, Mrs.
Robinson had found her riding-habit, and also a short skirt she often
wore when driving herself, laid out with some elaboration. 'I have
everything ready,' had said the old nurse sourly, 'for there will be
many rides and drives now, I reckon.' And Penelope, forgetting her new
gentleness, had exclaimed angrily: 'Motey, you are intolerable! Put
those things away at once!'
III
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