So perhaps had Downing envisaged her during those first days when he had
been drawn out of his austere, watchful self by a charm Circe-like and
compelling, when Mrs. Robinson had been engaged in the great feminine
game at which she was so skilful a player--that of subduing a heart
believed to be impregnable.
But her opponent himself had only caught fire, in any deep unchanging
sense, when his Circe had suddenly revealed another and a very different
side to her nature.
Just as an apparently trivial incident will often deflect the whole
course of a human career, so, in the more complex and subtle life of the
heart, a physical accident may quicken feeling into life, or destroy
the nascent emotion. Downing had not been long at Pol les Thermes when
he fell ill from a return of the fever which often attacks Europeans in
Persia, and Mrs. Robinson, after two long, dull days, during which she
had been bereft of the stimulating presence of her new friend--or
prey--took on herself the office, not so much of nurse as of secretary,
to the lonely man.
It was then, when her mere presence had seemed to lift him out of a pit
of deep physical depression, that Downing had found her to be a far more
enduringly attractive woman than the brilliant, seductive figure who had
appeared before him as a ripe delicious fruit, with which he had known
well enough he must never slake his thirst. Her he could have left, and
gone on his way, sighing that such Hesperidean apples were not for him.
It was the softer, and, it must be said, the more intelligent and
companionable, woman who received, during those days when she was simply
kind, confidences concerning his present ambitions, and his schemes for
benefiting the country with which he had now so many links, as well as
that which had given him birth, and which was about to welcome him back,
him the prodigal, with high honour.
Mrs. Robinson would have been surprised indeed had she known how much
more it cost this friend she longed to turn into a lover to tell her of
the present fame than of the far-away disgrace. When he revealed to her
something of his hopes, of his plans, of what he intended to do when in
England, it meant that she had conquered a side of Downing's nature
which had been wholly starved since the great trouble which had ruined
his youth--that which longed for human intimacy and confidence.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account