As he stood to-day looking at her from his window he felt a certain
surprise. Never had he seen her look quite as she did now--so girlish,
so virginal, so young, in spite of her thirty years of life. And
truly Penelope's present outward appearance--that of embodied
chastity--reflected, to quite a singular degree, her inward, instant
mood. For, though this visit to Kingpole Farm had been the outcome of an
intense longing to see Downing, and to be once more with him, she had
yet feared that seeking him out like this might seem overbold. Still she
had a good excuse, and one she could offer even to herself, namely, that
all manner of material matters had to be settled between them,
especially concerning her renouncement of the Robinson fortune.
And yet, had Penelope believed in omens, she would surely have turned
back, for the few miles' drive had not been free of disagreeable
incident.
First she had met the Winfriths, father and son, and she had been forced
to allow them to believe a lie, for she could not tell them whither she
was bound. Then, when some two miles from Kingpole Farm, and,
fortunately, not far from a blacksmith's forge, had come a mishap to one
of the wheels of her pony-cart, making further driving impossible, and
so she had gone on up the steep hill on foot, feeling perhaps
unreasonably ruffled and disturbed.
At last Downing saw her turn and walk up to the front-door. There was a
pause, and then she came in through the open door of his room, and
somewhat stiffly offered him her hand, still encased in a stout
driving-glove.
So scrupulously did her host respect Mrs. Robinson's obvious wish to be
treated as a stranger, that he even avoided looking into her face as
they both instinctively walked over to where it was lightest--close to
the curtainless open window.
Penelope had brought a packet of letters from Monk's Eype. 'I thought
they might be important. Pray read them now,' she said.
Downing, eager to obey her, did so, while she, apparently absorbed in
watching the flying storm-clouds scurrying over the broad valleys
below, was yet intensely conscious of his presence, and of how strangely
young he looked to-day--how straight, how lean, how strong, how much
more a man, in the same sense that David Winfrith was a man, than he had
appeared to be at Monk's Eype, pitted against the shadowless youth of
Cecily Wake, and even of Wantley.
Suddenly, having slightly turned her head, thinking to see Downing
without appearing to do so, Penelope became aware that he was watching
her with a melancholy, intense look.
Her heart began to beat unaccountably fast. She turned away hurriedly,
and again looked out over the vast panorama of land and sky lying
unrolled before them. Then she began talking quickly, and not very
coherently, of the matters about which she had come to consult him. Had
he anything to suggest, for instance, concerning the money arrangements
which must now be made about the Melancthon Settlement?
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