When he had accepted, or rather suggested, a Persian mission to his
partner, an American banker, to whose firm an influential English friend
had introduced him when he first turned his thoughts towards an
American haven of refuge, he had done so in order to escape, if only for
a few months, from a state of things brought about by what he was wont
to consider the second great misfortune of his life. Downing was one of
those men who seemed fated to make mistakes, and then to amaze those
about them by the fashion in which they face and overcome the
consequences.
Owing, perhaps, to sheer good luck, after having endured a kind of
disgrace only comparable to that which may be felt by a soldier who has
been proved a traitor to his cause and country, Downing had so acted
that in twenty years--a few moments in a nation's diplomatic life--he
had received, not only the formal rehabilitation and recognition implied
by his G.C.B., but what, to tell truth, he had valued at the moment far
more highly: a touching letter from the venerable statesman who had
rejected his boyish appeal for mercy.
The old man had asked that he might himself convey to Downing the news
of the honour bestowed on him, and he had done so in a letter full of
honourable amend, of which one passage ran: 'As I grow older I have
become aware of having done many things which I should have left undone;
the principal of these, the one I have long most regretted, was my
action concerning your case.'
Only one human being, and that a woman whose sympathy was none the less
valued because she had scarcely understood all it had meant to her
friend, was ever shown the letter which had so moved and softened him.
But from the day he received it the thought of going home, back to
England, never left him, and he would have accomplished his purpose long
before, had it not been that the consequence of his second great mistake
still pursued him.
II
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