The reality had proved, as realities are apt to do, very different from
what she had imagined. The elder Miss Wake, like so many of those women
born in a day when no career--and it might almost be said no pleasant
mode of life--was open to gentlewomen of straitened means, had learnt to
content herself with a way of existence which lacked every source of
healthy excitement, interest, and pleasure.
Her one amusement, her only anodyne, was novel-reading. For her and her
like were written the three-volume love-stories, full of sentiment and
mild adventure, for which the modern spinster no longer has a use. When
absorbed in one of these romances, she was able to put aside, to push,
as it were, into the background of her mind, her most incessant, though
never mentioned, subject of thought. This was the problem of how to make
her small income suffice, not only to her simple wants, but to the
upkeep of the consideration she thought due to one of her name and
connections.
Miss Theresa Wake never forgot that she belonged to a family which, in
addition to being almost the oldest in England, would now have been
doubtless great and powerful had it not remained faithful to a creed of
which the profession in the past had meant the loss of both property and
rank.
Settling down in London at the age of fifty, after a bitter quarrel with
her only remaining brother, a small squire in the North of England, she
had taken the ground-floor of a lodging-house of which the landlord and
his wife had come from her own native village, and therefore grudged her
none of that respect which she looked for from people in their position.
In their more prosperous days the Wakes had married into various great
Northern families, and Miss Wake was thus connected with several of her
Mayfair neighbours. For a while after her removal to London she had kept
in touch with a certain number of people whose names spelled power and
consideration, but as the years went on, and as her income lowered some
pounds each year, she gradually broke with most of those whose
acquaintanceship with her had only been based, as she well knew, on a
good-natured acceptance of the claim of distant kinship. From some few
she continued, rather resentfully, to accept such tokens of remembrance
as boxes of flowers and presents of game; an ever-narrowing circle left
cards at the beginning of the season, and fewer still would now and
again come in and spend half an hour in her dreary sitting-room. These
last, oddly enough, almost always belonged to the newer generation, the
children of those whose parents she had once called friends; when a
stroke of good fortune had come to these young people, sometimes when a
feeling of happy vitality almost oppressed them, a call on Miss Wake
took the shape of a small dole to fate.
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