This slight account of the elder Miss Wake will perhaps make it clear
how grievous was her perplexity when she decided that it was her duty to
take charge of her now grown-up niece. The idea that the girl might, and
indeed should, work for her livelihood never presented itself to the
aunt's mind, and yet the matter had been one that grimly reduced itself
to pounds, shillings, and pence. Cecily's income was the interest on a
thousand pounds, and her bare board and bed, to say nothing of clothes,
must cost nearly twice that sum. Miss Wake did the only thing possible:
she gave up all those necessities which she regarded as luxuries, but
sometimes she allowed herself to dwell on the possibility that her niece
would either marry, or develop, as would be so convenient, a religious
vocation.
The months that followed her arrival in London had the effect of
gradually transforming Cecily Wake from an unthinking child into a
thoughtful young woman. Her energy and power of action, finding no
outlet, flowed back and vitalized her mind and nature. For the first
time she learnt to think, to observe, and to form her own conclusions.
She was only allowed to go out alone to the church close by, and to a
curious old circulating library, originally founded solely with a view
of providing its subscribers with Roman Catholic literature, but which,
as time had gone on, had gradually widened its scope, especially as
regarded works of history, memoirs, and biographies. Novels were
forbidden to the girl, according to the strict rule which had obtained
in Miss Wake's own girlhood, and when Cecily felt the dreary monotony of
her life almost intolerable, she would slip off to church for half an
hour, and return to her aunt, if not cheerful, at least submissive.
More than once certain of the Jesuit priests, who had long known and
respected the elder Miss Wake, had tried to persuade her to allow her
niece a little more liberty and natural amusement. But, greatly as the
old lady valued the friendship of those whom she considered as both holy
and learned, she did not regard herself at all bound to accept their
advice as to how she should direct the life of her young charge. Above
all, she courteously but firmly declined for her niece any introductions
to other young people. 'Later on I shall perhaps be glad to avail myself
of your kindness,' she would answer a certain kindly old priest, who had
it in his power to open many doors; and he, in spite of a deserved
reputation for knowledge of the world and the human heart, never divined
Miss Wake's chief reason for declining his help--the fact, simple, bald,
unanswerable, that there was no money to buy Cecily even the plainest of
what the old lady, to herself, called 'party frocks.'
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