Years wore themselves away, communications between the two became more
and more rare, and his brief married life grew fainter and fainter in
Downing's memory. Indeed, he far more often thought of and remembered
trifling episodes which had taken place much earlier, even in his
childhood. But the time came when this far-distant, half-forgotten woman
hurt him unconsciously in his only vulnerable part. He learnt with a
feeling of indescribable anger and annoyance that, having become closely
connected with a number of English Dissenters, whose tenets she shared,
she had made for some time past a yearly sojourn among them. To him the
idea that his American wife should live, even for a short space of time
each year, among his own countrymen and countrywomen, while he himself
lingered on in outer banishment appeared monstrous, and it was one of
the reasons why, even after he had already done much to effect his
rehabilitation, he preferred to remain away from his own country.
At last he was urgently pressed to return home, and it was pointed out
to him that his further absence was injurious to those financial
interests which concerned others as well as himself. This is how it came
to pass that he found himself once more in London, after an absence of
twenty years. At first Downing had planned to be in England early in
June, and those of his friends whose congratulations on the honour
bestowed on him had been most sincere and most welcome had urged him to
make a triumphal reappearance at the moment when they would all be in
town. Moreover, they had promised him--and some of them were in a
position to make their promises come true--such a welcome home from old
and new friends as is rarely awarded to those whose victories are won on
bloodless fields.
Accordingly, he had started early in May from the distant country where
his exile had proved of such signal service to England. Then, to the
astonishment and concern of those who considered his early return
desirable, he lingered through June and half July on the Continent, ever
writing, 'I am coming, I am coming,' to the few to whom he owed a real
apology for thus disappointing them. To the larger number of business
connections who felt aggrieved he vouchsafed no word, and left them to
suppose that their great man, frightened by some Parisian specialist,
had retired to a French spa for a cure.
III
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