"I shouldn't mind getting old, Alice," Rachael said, "if I were like
you; you're so temperate and unselfish and sweet that no one could help
loving you! Besides, you don't sit around worrying about what people
think, you just go on cutting out cookies, and putting buttons on
gingham dresses, and let other people do the worrying!"
And suddenly, to the other woman's concern, she burst into bitter
crying, and covered her face with her hands.
"I'm so frightened, Alice!" sobbed Rachael. "I don't know what's the
matter with me, but I FEEL--I feel that something is all wrong! I don't
seem to have any HOLD on Warren any more--you can't explain such
things--but I'm--"
She got to her feet, a splendid figure of tragedy, and walked blindly
to the end of the long porch, where she stood staring down at the
heaving, sun-flooded expanse of the blue sea, and at the roofs of
little Quaker Bridge beyond the bar. Lazy waves were creaming, in great
interlocked circles, on the white beach, the air was as clear as
crystal on the cloudless September morning. Not a breath of wind
stirred the tufted grass on the dunes; down by the weather-blown
bath-houses a dozen children, her own among them, were shouting and
splashing in the spreading shallows.
Alice Valentine, her plain, sweet face a picture of sympathy, sat dumb
and unmoving. In her own heart she felt that Rachael's was a terrible
situation. What WAS the matter with Warren Gregory, anyway, wondered
Alice; he had a beautiful wife, and beautiful children, and if George,
with all his summer substituting and hospital work, could come to his
family, as he did come every Friday night, it was upon no claim of hard
work that Warren could remain away. As a matter of fact, Alice knew it
was not for work that he stayed, for George, the least critical of
friends, had once or twice told her of yachting parties in which Warren
had participated--men's parties, of which Rachael perhaps might not
have disapproved, but of which Rachael certainly did not know. George
had told her vaguely that Greg liked to play golf on Saturday
afternoons, and sleep late on Sunday, and seemed to feel it more of a
rest than coming down to the shore.
"I am a fool to break down this way," said Rachael, interrupting her
guest's musings to come back to her chair, and showing a composed face
despite her red eyes, "but my--my heart is heavy to-day!" Something in
the simple dignity of the words brought the tears to Alice's eyes. She
held out her hand and Rachael took it and clung to it, as she went on:
"I had a birthday yesterday--and Warren forgot it!"
"They all do that!" Alice said cheerfully. "George never remembers
mine!"
"But Warren always has before," Rachael said, smiling sadly, "and--and
it came to me last night--I didn't sleep very well--that I am
thirty-four, and--and I have given him all I have!"
Again tears threatened her self-control, but she fought them
resolutely, and in a moment was herself again.
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