October found them all back in the city, an apparently united and
devoted family again. Rachael entered with great zest into the delayed
matter of redecorating and refurnishing the old home on Washington
Square, finding the dignified house--Warren's birthplace--more and more
to her liking as modern enamel fixtures went into the bathrooms, simple
modern hangings let sunshine and air in at the long-darkened windows,
and rich tapestry papers and Oriental rugs subdued the effect of severe
cream woodwork and colonial mantels.
She found Warren singularly unenthusiastic about it, almost ungracious
when he answered her questions or decided for her any detail. But
Rachael was firmly resolved to ignore his moods, and went blithely
about her business, displaying an indifference--or an assumed
indifference--that was evidently somewhat puzzling to Warren and to all
her household. She equipped the boys in dark-blue coats and
squirrel-skin caps for the winter, marvelling a little sadly that their
father did not seem to see the charms so evident to all the world. A
rosier, gayer, more sturdy pair of devoted little brothers never
stamped through snowy parks, or came chattering in for chops and baked
potatoes. Every woman in the neighborhood, every policeman, knew Jim
and Derry Gregory; their morning walks were so many separate little
adventures in popularity. But Warren, beyond paternal greetings at
breakfast, and an occasional perfunctory query as to their health, made
no attempt to enter into their lives. They were still too small to
interest their father except as good and satisfactory babies.
One bitter December day the thunderbolt fell. Rachael felt that she had
always known it, that she had been sitting in this hideous hotel
dining-room for years watching Warren--and Margaret Clay.
There was a bitter taste of salt water in her mouth, there was a
hideous drumming at her heart. She felt sick and cold from her
bewildered brain down to her very feet. When one felt like this--one
fainted.
But Rachael did not faint, although it was by sheer power of will that
she held her reeling senses. No scene--no, there mustn't be a
scene--for Jimmy's sake, for Derry's sake, no scene. She was here, in
the Waldorf Grill, of course. She had been--what had she been doing?
She had been--she came downtown after breakfast--of course, shopping.
Shopping for the children's Christmas. They were to have coasters--they
were old enough for coasters--she must go on this quiet way, thinking
of the children--five was old enough for coasters--and Jim always
looked out for Derry.
She couldn't go out. They hadn't seen her; they wouldn't see her, here
in this corner. But she dared not stand up and pass them again.
Warren--and Magsie. Warren--and Magsie. Oh, God--God--God--what should
she do--she was going to faint again.
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