What had she been hearing, lately, of Magsie? Rachael began dizzily to
recall what she could. Magsie had been "on the road," she had had a
small part in an unsuccessful play early in the winter. Rachael had
been for some reason unable to see it, but she had sent Magsie flowers,
and--she remembered now--Warren had represented himself as having
looked in on the play with some friends, one evening, and as having
found it pretty poor stuff. So little had Magsie and Magsie's affairs
seemed to matter, then, that Rachael could not even remember the name
of the play, nor of hearing it discussed. The world in general had not
seemed inclined to make much of the professional advent of Miss
Margaret Clay, and presently the play closed, and Warren, in answer to
a careless question from Rachael, had said that they would probably
take it on the road until spring.
And then, some weeks ago, she had asked about Magsie again, and Warren
had said: "I believe she's in town. Somebody told me the other day that
she was to have a part in one of Bowman's things this winter."
"It's amazing to me that Magsie doesn't get ahead faster," Rachael had
mused. No more was said.
And how pretty she was, how young she was, Rachael thought now, with a
stabbing pain at her heart. How earnestly they were talking--no
ordinary conversation. Presently tears were in the little actress's
eyes; she had no handkerchief, but Warren had. He gave it to her, and
she surreptitiously wiped her eyes, and smiled at him, like a pretty
child, in her furs.
Rachael felt actually sick with shock. She felt as if some vital cord
in her anatomy had been snapped, and as if she could never control
these heavy languid limbs of hers again. Her head ached. A lassitude
seemed to possess her. She felt cold, and old, and helpless in the face
of so much youth and beauty.
Magsie--and Warren. She must accustom herself to the thought. They
cared for each other. They cared--Rachael's heart seemed to shut with
an icy spasm, she felt herself choking and shut her eyes.
Well, what could they do--at worst? Could Magsie go out now, and get
into the Gregory motor car, and say, "Home, Martin!" to the man? Could
Magsie run up the steps of the Washington Square house, gather the
cream of the day's news from the butler in a breath, and, flinging off
furs and wraps, catch the two glorious boys to her heart?
No! However the situation developed, Rachael was still the wife.
Rachael held the advantage, and whatever poor Magsie's influence was,
it could be but temporary, it must be unrecognized and unapproved by
the world.
Slowly self-control came back, the dizziness subsided, the room sank
and settled into its usual aspect. It was hideous, but it was a fact,
she must face it--she must face it. There was an honorable way, and a
dignified way, and that must be her way. No one must know.
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