Life was full of trouble; she saw it on all sides. But what trivial
matters they were, after all, that troubled Elinor and Vera and Judy
Moran! Vera was eternally rushing into fresh, furious hospitalities,
welcoming hordes of men and women she scarcely knew into her house;
chattering, laughing, drinking; flattering the debutantes, screaming at
the telephone, standing patient hours under the dressmaker's hands;
never rested, never satisfied, never stopping to think. Judy Moran's
trouble was that she was too fat; nothing else really penetrated the
shell of her indolent good nature. Kenneth might be politely dropped
from the family firm, her husband might die and be laid away, her
brother-in-law commence an ugly suit for the reclamation of certain
jewels and silver tableware, but all these things meant far less to
Mrs. Moran than the unflattering truths her bedroom scales told her
every morning. She had reached the age of fifty without ever acquiring
sufficient self-control to rid herself of the surplus forty pounds, yet
she never buttered a muffin at breakfast time, or crushed a French
pastry with her fork at noon, without an inward protest. She spent
large sums of money for corsets and gowns that would disguise her
immense weight rather than deny herself one cup of creamed-and-sugared
tea or one box of chocolates. And she suffered whenever a casual
photograph, or an unexpected glimpse of herself in a mirror, brought to
her notice afresh the dreadful two hundred and twenty pounds.
And Elinor had her absurd and unnecessary troubles, rich man's wife as
she was now, and firmly established in the social group upon whose
outskirts she had lingered so long. The single state of her four
sisters was a constant annoyance to her, especially as Peter was not
fond of the girls, and liked to allude to them as "spinsters" and "old
maids," and to ask more entertaining and younger women to the house.
Elinor had never wanted a child, but in the third or fourth year of her
marriage she had begun to perceive that it might be wise to give her
worldly old husband an heir, much better that, at any cost, than to
encourage his fondness for Barbara Oliphant's boy, his namesake nephew,
who was an officious, self-satisfied little lad of twelve. But Nature
refused to cooperate in Elinor's maternal plans and Peter Junior did
not make his appearance at the big house on the Avenue. Elinor grew
yearly noisier, more reckless, more shallow; she rushed about excitedly
from place to place, sometimes with Peter, sometimes with one of her
sisters; not happy in either case, but much given to quarrelsome
questioning of life. It was not that she could not get what she wanted
so much as that she did not know her own mind and heart. Whatever was
momentarily tiresome or distasteful must be pushed out of her path, and
as almost every friend and every human experience came sooner or later
into this category, Elinor found herself stranded in the very centre of
life.
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