To-night, when he presently fell asleep, somewhat more comfortable in
body, and soothed in spirit by the promise of a visit from the doctor,
Rachael went into her own room and sinking into a deep chair sat
staring stupidly at the floor. She did not think of the husband she had
just left, nor of the formal dinner party being given, only half a mile
away, to a great English novelist--a dinner to which the Breckenridges
had of course been asked and upon which Rachael had weeks ago set her
heart. She was tired, and her thoughts floated lazily about nothing at
all, or into some opaque region of their own knowing, where the ills of
the body might not follow.
Presently Miss Vanderwall, clothed in a trailing robe of soft Arabian
cotton, came briskly out of the bathroom, her short dark hair hanging
in a mane about her rosy face.
"Why so pensive, Rachael?" she asked cheerfully, pressing a button that
lighted the circle of globes about the dressing-table mirror, and
seating herself before it. But under her loose locks she sent a keen
and concerned look at her hostess' thoughtful face.
"Tired," Rachael answered briefly, not changing her attitude, but with
a fleeting shadow of a smile.
"How's Clancy?"
"Asleep. He's wretched, poor fellow! Berry Stokes' bachelor dinner, you
know. That crowd is bad for him."
"I KNEW it must have been an orgy!" Miss Vanderwall declared
vivaciously. "That was a silly slip of mine in the car. Billy doesn't
know he went, I suppose?"
"No, he promised her he wouldn't. But everyone was at the dinner. Some
of them came home early, I believe. But it was all kept quiet, because
Aline Pearsall is such a little shrinking violet, I suppose," Mrs.
Breckenridge said. "The Pearsalls are to think it was just an impromptu
affair. Billy and Aline of course have no idea what a party it was. But
Clarence says that poor Berry was worse than he, and a few of them are
still keeping it up. It's a shame, of course--"
Her uninterested voice dropped into silence.
"Men are queer," Miss Vanderwall said profoundly, busy with
ivory-backed brushes, powders, and pastes.
"The mystery to me--about men," mused Mrs. Breckenridge, her absent
eyes upon the buckled slipper she held in her hand, "is not that they
are as helpless as babies the moment anything goes wrong with their
poor little heads or their poor little tummies, but that they work so
hard, in spite of that, to increase the general discomfort of living.
Women have a great deal of misery to bear, they are brave or cowardly
about it as the case may be, but at least they endure and renounce and
diet and keep early hours--or whatever's to be done--they TRY to lessen
the sum of physical misery. But men go cheerily on--they smoke too
much, and eat too much, and drink too much, and they bring the
resulting misery sweetly and confidently to some woman to bear for
them. It's hopeless!"
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