"Honestly, HONESTLY," the younger woman presently added, "you mustn't
think that either one of us saw this coming! We were simply carried
away. It was only this year, only a few months ago, that I began to
think that perhaps--perhaps if you understood, you would set--Greg
free. You want to live just for the boys, you love the country, and
books, and a few friends. Your life would go on, Rachael, just as it
has, only he would be happy, and I would be happy. Oh, my God," said
Magsie, with quivering lips and brimming eyes, "how happy I would be!"
Rachael looked at her in impassive silence.
"At all events," the visitor said more composedly, "I have been
planning for a week to come to you, Rachael, and have this talk. I may
have done more harm than good--I don't know; but from the instant I
thought of it I have simply been drawn, as if I were under a spell. I
haven't said what I meant to, I know that. I haven't said"--her smile
was wistful and young and sweet, as, rising from her chair, she stood
looking down at Rachael--"how badly I feel that it--it happens so,"
said Magsie. "But you know how deeply I've always admired you! It must
seem strange to you that I would come to you about it. But Ruskin,
wasn't it, and Wagner--didn't they do something like this? I knew, even
if things were changed between you and Greg, that you would be big
enough and good enough to help us all to find the--the solution, if
there is one!"
Rachael stood up, too, so near her guest that she could put one hand on
Magsie's shoulder. The girl looked up at her with the faith of a
distressed child.
"I'm glad you did come, Magsie," said Rachael painfully, "although I
never dreamed, until this afternoon, that--this--could possibly have
been in Warren's thoughts. You speak of--divorce, quite naturally, as
of course anyone may, to me. But I never had thought of it. It's a sad
tangle, whatever comes of it, and perhaps you're right in feeling that
we had better face it, and try to find the solution, if, as you say,
there is one."
And Rachael, breathing a little hard, stood looking down at Magsie with
something so benign, so tragic, and so heroic in her beautiful face
that the younger woman was a little awed, even a little puzzled, where
she had been so sure. She would have liked to put her arms about her
hostess's neck, and to seal their extraordinary treaty with a kiss, but
she knew better. As well attempt to kiss the vision of a ministering
angel. Rachael, one arm on Magsie's shoulder, her whole figure and her
face expressing painful indecision, had never seemed so remote, so
goddesslike.
"And--and you won't tell him of this?" faltered Magsie.
"Ah--you must leave that to me," Rachael said with a sad smile.
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