"Don't quote it to me, Alice," she said gently; "don't ask me to hear
it. It's all over. I haven't a heart any more, just a void and a pain.
You only hurt me--I can't ever be different. You and George love me, I
know that. Don't drive me away. Don't ever feel that it will be
different from what it is now. I--I wish him no ill, God knows, but--I
can't. It wouldn't be happiness for me or for him. Please, PLEASE--!"
Alice, in tears, could only give her her way.
CHAPTER V
Upon the discontented musings of Miss Margaret Clay one hot September
morning came Mrs. Joseph Pickering, very charming in coffee-colored
madras, with an exquisite heron cockade upon her narrow tan hat. Magsie
was up, but not dressed, and was not ill pleased to have company. Her
private as well as professional affairs were causing her much
dissatisfaction of late, and she was at the moment in the act of
addressing a letter to Warren, now on the ocean, from whom she had only
this morning had an extremely disquieting letter.
Warren had come to see her the day before sailing, and with a grave
determination new to their intercourse, had repeated several
unpalatable truths. Rachael, on second thoughts, he told her, had
absolutely refused him a divorce.
"But she can't do that! She wrote me herself--" Magsie had begun in
anger. His distressed voice interrupted her.
"She's acting for the boys, Magsie. And she's right."
"Right!" The little actress turned pale as the full significance of his
words and tone dawned upon her. "But--but what do you mean! What about
ME?"
To this Warren had only answered with an exquisitely uncomfortable look
and the simple phrase, "Magsie, I'm sorry."
"You mean that you're not going to MAKE her keep her word?"
And again she had put an imperative little hand upon his arm, sure of
her power to win him ultimately. Days afterward the angry blood came
into her face when she remembered his kind, his almost fatherly, smile,
as he dislodged the hand.
"Magsie, I'm sorry. You can't despise me as I despise myself, dear. I'm
ashamed. Some day, perhaps, there'll be something I can do for you, and
then you'll see by the way I do it that I want with all my heart to
make it up to you. But I'm going away now, Magsie, and we mustn't see
each other any more."
Magsie, repulsed, had flung herself the length of the little room.
"You DARE tell me that, Greg?"
"I'm sorry, Magsie!"
"Sorry!" Her tone was vitriol. "Why, but I've got your letters. I've
got your own words! Everyone knows-the whole world knows! Can you deny
that you gave me this?--and this? Can you deny--"
"No, I'm not denying anything, Magsie. Except--that I never meant to
hurt you. And I hope there was some happiness in it for you as there
was for me."
Magsie had dropped into a chair with her back to him.
"I've made you cross," she said penitently, "and you're punishing me!
Was it my seeing Richie, Greg? You know I never cared---"
"Don't take that tone," he said.
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