That this glittering stranger twice her age--why, he was even a little
bald--a man who had travelled, who knew people of title, knew books,
and manners, and languages--that he should marry an undertaker's
daughter in Los Lobos! It was unbelievable. Clara's only misgiving
during her short engagement was that he would disappear like a dream.
She agreed with everything he said; even carrying her new allegiance to
the point of laughing a little at her own people: the layer cakes her
mother made for the Sunday noonday dinner; the red-handed, freckled
swain who called on her younger sister in the crisp, moonlighted winter
evenings; and the fact that her father shaved in the kitchen.
A few weeks slipped by, and Clara duly confided her youth and her
innocence and her roses to her English husband, a little ashamed of the
wedding presents her friends sent her, even a little doubtful of her
parents' handsome gift of a bird's-eye maple bedroom set and a parlor
set in upholstered cherry.
On her side she accepted everything unquestionably: the shabby little
ranch house that smelled of wood smoke, and tobacco smoke, and dogs;
the easy scorn of her old friends on her husband's part that so soon
alienated her from them; the drink that she quickly learned to regard
with uneasiness and distrust. It was not that Jerry ever got really
intoxicated, but he got ugly, excitable, irritable, even though quite
in control of his actions and his senses.
Clara was a good cook, although not as expert as her fond mother's
little substitutions and innocent manipulations during their engagement
had led Gerald to believe. But she loved to please him, and when
flushed and triumphant she put down some especially tempting dish
before him, and felt his arm about her, tears of actual joy would stand
in her bright eyes. They had some happy days, some happy hours, in the
first newness of being together.
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