Involuntarily she sighed. How free she would be! She wished Clarence no
ill, but the fact remained that, loose as was the bond between them, it
galled and checked them both at every step. Their conversations were
embittered by a thousand personalities, they instinctively knew how to
hurt each other; a look from Clarence could crush his poised and
accomplished wife into a mere sullen shrew, and she knew that it took
less than a look from her--it took the mere existence of her youth and
health and freshness--to infuriate him sometimes. At best, their
relationship consciously avoided hostility. Rachael was silent, fuming;
Clarence fumed and was silent; they sank to light monosyllables; they
parted as quickly as possible. Would Clarence like to dine with this
friend or that? Rachael didn't think he would, but might as well ask
him. No, thank you! he wouldn't be found dead in that bunch. Did
Rachael want to go with the Smiths and the Joneses to dine at the
Highway, and dance afterward? Oh, horrors! no, thank you!
It was only when she spoke of Billy that Rachael was sure of his
interest and attention, and of late she perforce had for Billy only
criticism and disapproval. Rachael read the girl's vain and shallow and
pleasure-loving little heart far more truly than her father could, and
she was conscious of a genuine fear lest Billy bring sorrow to them
all. Society was indulgent, yes, but an insolent and undeveloped little
girl like Billy could not snap her fingers at the law without suffering
the full penalty. Rachael would suffer, too. Florence and her girls
would suffer, and Clarence--well, Clarence would not bear it. "What an
awful mix-up it is!" Rachael thought wearily. "And what a sickening,
tiresome place this world is!"
And then suddenly the thought of Warren Gregory came back, and the new
curious sensation of warmth tugged at her heart.
CHAPTER IV
Mrs. Gardner Haviland, whirling home in her big car, after church, was
hardly more pleased with life than was her beautiful sister-in-law,
although she was not quite as conscious of dissatisfaction as was
Rachael. Her position as a successful mother, wife, housekeeper, and
member of society was theoretically so perfect that she derived from
it, necessarily, an enormous amount of theoretical satisfaction. She
could find no fault with herself or her environment; she was pleasantly
ready with advice or with an opinion or with a verdict in every
contingency that might arise in human affairs, as a Christian woman of
unimpeachable moral standing. She knew her value in a hectic and
reckless world. She did not approve of women smoking, or of suffrage,
but she played a brilliant game of bridge, and did not object to an
infinitesimal stake. She belonged to clubs and to their directorates,
yet it was her boast that she knew every thought in her children's
hearts, and the personal lives and hopes and ambitions of her maids
were as an open book to her.
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