Still, she had her moments of weakness, and on this warm day of the
spring she felt vaguely disappointed with life. Rachael's hints of
divorce had filled her with a real apprehension; she felt a good aunt's
concern at Billy's reckless course, and a good sister's disapproval of
Clarence and his besetting sin.
But it was not these considerations that darkened her full handsome
face as she went up the steps of her big, widespread country mansion;
it was some vaguer, more subtle discontent. She had not dressed herself
for the sudden warmth of the day, and her heavy flowered hat and trim
veil had given her a headache. The blazing sunlight on white steps and
blooming flowers blinded her, and when she stepped into the dark, cool
hall she could hardly see.
The three girls were there, well-bred, homely girls, in their simple
linens: Charlotte, a rather severe type, eyeglassed at eighteen, her
thick, light-brown hair plainly brushed off her face and knotted on her
neck, was obviously the opposite of everything Billy was;
conscientious, intellectual, and conscious of her own righteousness,
she could not compete with her cousin in Billy's field; she very
sensibly made the best of her own field. Isabelle was a stout, clumsy
girl of sixteen, with a metal bar across her large white teeth, red
hair, and a creamy skin. Little Florence was only nine, a thin,
freckled, sensitive child, with a shy, unsmiling passion for dogs and
horses, and little in common with the rest of the world.
Their mother had expected sons in every case, and still felt a little
baffled by the fact of her children's sex. Charlotte proving a girl,
she had said gallantly that she must have a little brother "to play
with Charlotte." Isabelle, duly arriving, probably played with
Charlotte much more amiably than a brother would have done, and Mrs.
Haviland blandly accepted her existence, but in her heart she was far
from feeling satisfied. She was, of course, an absolutely competent
mother to girls, but she felt that she would have been a more capable
and wonderful mother to boys.
More than six years after Isabelle's birth Florence Haviland began to
talk smilingly of "my boy." "Gardner worships the girls," she said,
with wifely indulgence, "but I know he wants a son--and the girlies
need a brother!" A resigned shrug ended the sentence with: "So I'm in
for the whole thing again!"
It was said that Mrs. Haviland greeted the news that the third child
was a daughter with a mechanically bright smile, as one puzzled beyond
all words by perverse event, and that her spoken comment was the single
mild ejaculation: "Extraordinary!"
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