"Here's this check of Mary Moulton's for July," Rachael said, nervously
adding: "She wants to pay month by month, because I think she hopes
you'll rent after August. I believe she'd keep the place indefinitely,
on account of being near her mother, and for the boys."
Clarence took the check, and, hardly glancing at it, scrawled his
slovenly "C. L. Breckenridge" across the back with a gold-mounted
fountain pen. Rachael, whose face was burning, received it back from
his hand with a husky "Thank you. You'll have to furnish the grounds, I
presume--there will be a referee--nothing need get out beyond the fact
that I am the complainant. You--won't contest? You--won't oppose
anything?" She hated herself for the question, but it had to be asked.
"Nope," the man said impatiently.
"And"--Rachael hesitated--"and you won't say anything, Clarence," she
suggested, "because the papers will get hold of it fast enough!"
"You can't tell me anything about that," he said sullenly. Then there
came a silence. Rachael, looking at him, wished that she could hate him
a little more, wished that his neglects and faults had made a little
deeper impression. For a minute or two neither spoke. Then Clarence got
up and left the room, and Rachael sat still, the little slip held
lightly between her fingers. The color ebbed slowly from her face, her
heart resumed its normal beat, moments went by, the little clock on her
desk ticked on and on. It was all over; she was free. She felt
strangely shaken and cold, and desolately lonely.
He loved her as little as she loved him. They had never needed each
other, yet there was in this severance of the bond between them a
strange and unexpected pain. It was as if Rachael's heart yearned over
the wasted years, the love and happiness that might have been. Not even
the thought of Warren Gregory seemed warm or real to-day; a great void
surrounded her spirit; she felt a chilled weariness with the world,
with all men--she was sick of life.
On the following day she gave Florence a hint of the situation. It was
only fair to warn the important, bustling matron a trifle in advance of
the rest of the world. Rachael had had a long night's sleep; she
already began to feel deliciously young and free. She was to spend a
few nights at the Havilands', and the next week supposedly go to the
Princes' at Bar Harbor; really she planned to disappear for a time from
her world. She must go up to town for a consultation with her lawyer,
and then, when the storm broke, she would slip away to little Quaker
Bridge, the tiny village far down on Long Island upon which, quite by
chance, she had stumbled two years before. No one would recognize her
there, no one of her old world could find her, and there for a month or
two she could walk and bathe and dream in wonderful solitude.
Then--then Greg would be home again.
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