"I want to tell you something, Florence," Rachael said to her
sister-in-law when she was stretched upon the wide couch in Florence's
room, watching with the placidity of a good baby that lady's process of
dressing for an afternoon of bridge, or rather the operations with cold
cream, rubber face brush, hair tonic, eyebrow stick, powder, rouge, and
lip paste that preceded the process of dressing. Mrs. Haviland, even
with this assistance, would never be beautiful; in justice it must be
admitted that she never thought herself beautiful. But she thought
rouge and powder and paste improved her appearance, and if through
fatigue or haste she was ever led to omit any or all of these
embellishments, she presented herself to the eyes of her family and
friends with a genuine sensation of guilt. Perhaps three hours out of
all her days were spent in some such occupation; between bathing,
manicuring, hair-dressing, and intervals with her dressmaker and her
corset woman it is improbable that the subject of her appearance was
long out of the lady's mind. Yet she was not vain, nor was she
particularly well satisfied with herself when it was done. That about
one-fifth of her waking time--something more than two months out of the
year--was spent in an unprofitable effort to make herself, not
beautiful nor attractive, but something only a little nearer than was
natural to a vague standard of beauty and attractiveness, never
occurred, and never would occur, to Florence Haviland.
"What is it?" she asked now sharply, pausing with one eyebrow
beautifully pencilled and the other less definite than ever by contrast.
"I don't suppose it will surprise you to hear that Clarence and I have
decided to try a change," Rachael said slowly.
"How do you mean a change?" the other woman said, instantly alert and
suspicious.
"The usual thing," Rachael smiled.
"What madness has got hold of that boy now?" his sister exclaimed
aghast.
"It's not entirely Clarence," Rachael explained with a touch of pride.
"Well, then, YOU'RE mad!" the older woman said shortly.
"Not necessarily, my dear," Rachael answered, resolutely serene.
"Go talk to someone who's been through it," Florence warned her. "You
don't know what it is! It's bad enough for him, but it's simple suicide
for you!"
"Well, I wanted you to hear it from me," Rachael submitted mildly.
"Do you mean to say you've decided, seriously, to do it?"
"Very seriously, I assure you!"
"How do you propose to do it?" Florence asked after a pause, during
which she stared with growing discomfort at her sister-in-law.
"The way other people do it," Rachael said with assumed lightness.
"Clarence agrees. There will be evidence."
Mrs. Haviland flushed.
"You think that's fair to Clarence?" she asked presently.
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