The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert)Morrow, Honoré
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The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert)
Morrow, Honoré
Indians of North America -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Love stories; Western stories
Rhoda was scarcely conscious of the deference showed her, partly because
she had received it so long, partly because that detached frame of mind
of the hopeless invalid made the life about her seem shadowy and unreal.
Nothing really mattered much. She lay back in her chair with the little
wistful smile, the somber light in her eyes that had become habitual to
her.
After dinner was finished Katherine led the way to the living-room. To
his unspeakable pride, Rhoda took Billy Porter's arm and he guided her
listless footsteps carefully, casting pitying glances on his less favored
friends. Jack wheeled a Morris chair before the fireplace--desert nights
are cool--and John DeWitt hurried for a shawl, while Katherine gave every
one orders that no one heeded in the least.
Cartwell followed after the others, slowly lighted a cigarette, then
seated himself at the piano. For the rest of the evening he made no
attempt to join in the fragmentary conversation. Instead he sang softly,
as if to himself, touching the keys so gently that their notes seemed
only the echo of his mellow voice. He sang bits of Spanish love-songs,
of Mexican lullabies. But for the most part he kept to Indian
melodies--wistful love-songs and chants that touched the listener with
strange poignancy.
There was little talk among the group around the fire. The three men
smoked peacefully. Katherine and Jack sat close to each other, on the
davenport, content to be together. DeWitt lounged where he could watch
Rhoda, as did Billy Porter, the latter hanging on every word and movement
of this lovely, fragile being, as if he would carry forever in his heart
the memory of her charm.
Rhoda herself watched the fire. She was tired, tired to the inmost fiber
of her being. The only real desire left her was that she might crawl off
somewhere and die in peace. But these good friends of hers had set their
faces against the inevitable and it was only decency to humor them.
Once, quite unconscious that the others were watching her, she lifted her
hands and eyed them idly. They were almost transparent and shook a
little. The group about the fire stirred pityingly. John and Katherine
and Jack remembered those shadowy hands when they had been rosy and full
of warmth and tenderness. Billy Porter leaned across and with his hard
brown palms pressed the trembling fingers down into Rhoda's lap. She
looked up in astonishment.
"Don't hold 'em so!" said Billy hoarsely. "I can't stand to see 'em!"
"They _are_ pretty bad," said Rhoda, smiling. It was her rare, slow,
unforgetable smile. Porter swallowed audibly. Cartwell at the piano
drifted from a Mohave lament to _La Paloma_.
"The day that I left my home for the rolling sea,
I said, 'Mother dear, O pray to thy God for me!'
But e'er I set sail I went a fond leave to take
Of Nina, who wept as if her poor heart would break!"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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