The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert) — John Shaqi
The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert)Morrow, Honoré
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The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert)
Morrow, Honoré
Indians of North America -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Love stories; Western stories
Rhoda stood still. The pain in Kut-le's voice was piercing through to
the shadow world in which she lived. Her voice was troubled.
"But I don't love you, so what's the use of considering the rest? If I
ever marry any one it will be John DeWitt."
"But couldn't you," insisted the tragically deep voice, "couldn't you
ever love me?"
Rhoda answered wearily. One could not, it seemed, even die in peace!
"I can't think of love or marriage any more. I am a dying woman. Let
me go into the mist, Kut-le, without a pang for our friendship, with
just the pleasant memory of your goodness to me. Surely you cannot
love me as I am!"
"I love you for the wonderful possibilities I see in you. I love you
in spite of your illness. I will make you well before I marry you.
The Indian in me has strength to make you well. And I will cherish you
as white men cherish their wives."
Rhoda raised her hand commandingly and in her voice was that boundless
vanity of the white, which is as old as the race.
"No! No! Don't speak of this again! You are an Indian but one
removed from savagery. I am a white! I couldn't think of marrying
you!" Then her tender heart failed her and her voice trembled. "But
still I am your friend, Kut-le. Truly I am your friend."
The Indian was silent so long that Rhoda was a little frightened. Then
he spoke slowly.
"Yes, you are white and I am red. But before all that, you are a woman
of exquisite possibilities and I am a man who by all of nature's laws
would make a fitting mate for you. You can love me, when you are well,
as you could love no other man. And I--dear one, I love you
passionately! I love you tenderly! I love you enough to give up my
race for you. I am an Indian, Rhoda, but first of all I am a man.
Rhoda, will you marry me?"
A thrill, poignant, heart-stirring, beat through Rhoda's veins. For
one unspeakable moment there swept through her spirit a vision of
strength, of beauty, of gladness, too wild and sweet for words. Then
came the old sense of race distaste and she looked steadily into the
young man's face.
"I cannot marry you, Kut-le," she said.
Kut-le said nothing more. He stood staring at the far desert, his fine
face somber and with a look of determination in the contracted eyes and
firm-set lips that made Rhoda shiver, even while her heart throbbed
with pity. Tall, slender, inscrutable, as alien to her understanding
as the call of the desert wind or the moon-drenched desert haze, she
turned away and left him standing there alone.
She made her slow way to the ranch-house. Kut-le did not follow.
Rhoda went to bed at once. Yet she could not sleep, for through the
silence Kut-le's deep voice beat on her ears.
"I love you passionately! I love you tenderly! I am an Indian, but
first of all I am a man!"
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