The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert) — John Shaqi
The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert)Morrow, Honoré
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The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert)
Morrow, Honoré
Indians of North America -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Love stories; Western stories
"John," she said at last, "why won't you look the truth in the face? I
never shall get well. I shall die here instead of in New York, that's
all. Why did you follow me down here? It only tortures you. And,
truly it's not so bad for me. You all have lost your realness to me,
somehow. I shan't mind going, much."
DeWitt's strong face worked but his voice was steady.
"I never shall leave you," he said simply. "You are the one woman in
the world for me. I'd marry you tomorrow if you'd let me."
Rhoda shook her head.
"You ought to go away, John, and forget me. You ought to go marry some
fine girl and have a home and a family. I'm just a sick wreck."
"Rhoda," and DeWitt's earnest voice was convincing, "Rhoda, I'd pass up
the healthiest, finest girl on earth for you, just sick you. Why,
can't you see that your helplessness and dependence only deepen your
hold on me? Who wants a thing as fragile and as lovely as you are to
make a home! You pay your way in life just by living! Beauty and
sweetness like yours is enough for a woman to give. I don't want you
to do a thing in the world. Just give yourself to me and let me take
care of you. Rhoda, dear, dear heart!"
"I can't marry unless I'm well," insisted Rhoda, "and I never shall be
well again. I know that you all thought it was for the best, bringing
me down to the desert, but just as soon as I can manage it without
hurting Katherine's and Jack's feelings too much, I'm going back to New
York. If you only knew how the big emptiness of this desert country
adds to my depression!"
"If you go back to New York," persisted DeWitt, "you are going back as
my wife. I'm sick of seeing you dependent on hired care. Why, Rhoda
dear, is it nothing to you that, when you haven't a near relative in
the world, I would gladly die for you?"
"Oh!" cried the girl, tears of weakness and pity in her eyes, "you know
that it means everything to me! But I can't marry any one. All I want
is just to crawl away and die in peace. I wish that that Indian hadn't
come upon me so promptly. I'd just have gone to sleep and never
wakened."
"Don't! Don't!" cried DeWitt. "I shall pick you up and hold you
against all the world, if you say that!"
"Hush!" whispered Rhoda, but her smile was very tender. "Some one is
coming through the orchard."
DeWitt reluctantly released the slender hands and leaned back in his
chair. The sun had crossed the peach orchard slowly, breathlessly. It
cast long, slanting shadows along the beautiful alfalfa fields and
turned the willows by the irrigating ditch to a rosy gray. As the sun
sank, song-birds piped and lizards scuttled along the porch rail. The
loveliest part of the New Mexican day had come.
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