"You see that star there? Well, that's your star, Gray. I named it for
you, and every night I've been lookin' out at it from my window in the
loft. And that's what you've been to me and what Marjorie's been to
Jason--just a star--a dream. We're not really real to each other--you
an' me--and Marjorie and Jason ain't. Only Jason and I are real to each
other and only you and Marjorie, Jason and I have been worshippin'
stars, and they've looked down mighty kindly on us, so that they came
mighty nigh foolin' us and themselves. I read a book the other day that
said ideals were stars and were good to point the way, but that people
needed lamps to follow that way. It won't do, Gray. You are goin' back
home to carry a lamp for Marjorie, and maybe Jason'll come back to
these hills to carry a lantern for me."
Throughout the long speech the boy's eyes had never wavered from hers.
After one or two efforts to protest he had listened quite intensely,
marvelling at the startling revelation of such depths of mind and
heart-the startling penetration to the truth, for he knew it was the
truth. And when she rose he stayed where he was, clinging to her hand,
and kissing it reverently. He was speechless even when, obeying the
impulse of her hand, he rose in front of her and she smiled gently.
"You don't have to say one word, Gray--I understand, bless your dear,
dear heart, I understand. Good-by, now." She stretched out her hand,
but his trembling lips and the wounded helplessness in his eyes were
too much for her, and she put her arms around him, drew his head to her
breast, and a tear followed her kiss to his forehead. At the door she
paused a moment.
"And until he comes," she half-whispered, "I reckon I'll keep my lamp
burning." Then she was gone.
Slowly the boy climbed back to the little house on the spur, and to the
porch, on which he sank wearily. While he and Marjorie and Jason were
blundering into a hopeless snarl of all their lives, this mountain
girl, alone with the hills and the night and the stars, had alone found
the truth--and she had pointed the way. The camp lights twinkled below.
The moon swam in majestic splendor above. The evening star still hung
above the little western gap in the hills. It was his star; it was
sinking fast: and she would keep her lamp burning. When he climbed to
his room, the cry of the whippoorwill in the ravine came to him through
his window--futile, persistent, like a human wail for happiness. The
boy went to his knees at his bedside that night, and the prayer that
went on high from the depths of his heart was that God would bring the
wish of her heart to Mavis Hawn.
XL
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