French essays -- Translations into English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Influence
This great and wholesome exaltation people attribute to the miraculous
presence of beauty. No doubt, no doubt! But that vague and simple
explanation is an almost mythical one.
For you must realize that the man with whom you have just been having
a sort of intimate colloquy has comforted you and carried you out of
yourself mainly because he has been able to prove to you that you were
neither abandoned, nor destitute, nor truly disgraced. He has seemed
to you great but, in recalling to you that you are of the same race as
himself, he has effaced himself before you. He has given you happy,
courageous, new thoughts, and you have suddenly seen that you were
thinking them also. For a second you have both communed together. And
you have felt yourself once more in possession of a treasure that was
escaping you.
It is true, all these thoughts are your own, since it is enough for
you to see them in writing to recognize them. It is true, you too have
your grandeur, your nobility and infinite resources. How could you have
forgotten it for a moment? It is enough for you to open that book or to
hum that song to remember it. It is true, your life also is astonishing
and full of adventures. How did you fall into that despair? What did
that discouragement signify?
IX
During the winter of 1917, I made the acquaintance of a young
provincial musician who was serving in the same unit with me. At
Soissons we found a room where we were able to meet and play together.
Our new comrade was a simple man with a country accent.
He played the violin carefully and with talent. Often, during our
concerts, we watched his face as it bent over the instrument, and
it seemed to us that in those moments that humble violinist was in
communion with the great souls of Bach, Beethoven, and Franck, that he
was holding a brotherly and affectionate conversation with them. I felt
then that he had nothing to envy in the princes of this world. And it
is a fact, I believe, that he did not envy them anything.
Do not tell me that you do not know how to play any instrument. That
signifies nothing. There are two skilful professional musicians in my
group who play their instruments only just enough to enable them not to
lose practice for their calling. They are a sort of mechanician. As for
you, you have a heart, ears, and a memory. And that’s the main thing.
Believe that what you hold in your memory is more precious than
everything else, for you carry that with you wherever you go, through
all your days.
Do you think I can ever bore myself, with all those thousands of airs
that sing in my head, that secretly accompany all my thoughts and offer
a sort of harmonious comment upon all the acts of my life?
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